Sunday, June 04, 2006

Unpacking update

Okay, well I have made great strides this weekend in unpacking, putting stuff away and organizing! Yay me!

My living room is mostly straightened and mostly uncluttered and everything is put away - except for the two boxes that are sitting where the armoire will sit when I finally get it upstairs. On Saturday I checked out the back staircase and compared it to the front staircase and discovered that the back staircase actually has more room to turn at each floor and the rest is the same size. So I've resigned myself to the fact that I'll have to take it apart somewhat and rebuild it. I showed the instructions to The German last night and he wants to help but isn't completely sure when he would be able to come for a substantial period of time because things are crazy at his work. I obviously want this done as soon as possible. My poor armoire is sitting downstairs all by itself in a dark area! I'm going to bring the instructions with me tomorrow and see whether The Meat could come sometime this week, because he's a tool kind of guy.

Anyway though, my bedroom is mostly straightened and all clothes are hung up and put away. And all the bathroom stuff is put away in the cabinet across from the bathroom. And my dining room table is put together and set up very prettily in the dining room. And I have paint swatches taped up in my bedroom, the dining room, and the living room, and a couple in the bathroom as well. And I took the boxes down to my storage locker and got that all locked up tonight. I haven't hung any pictures yet or even thought about where I'll put them.

And now I get to the one area of the place that I completely should have cleaned and organized but didn't yet: the kitchen. Yes, with the dead worm bodies in the cabinets. I've kept putting that off because it's just icky! And I have this terrible fear of finding anything alive in there, even though I really don't think I will. So all the kitchen stuff is still boxed up, but at least all the boxes are nicely stacked! If no one can come to help me with the armoire tomorrow night, then I absolutely swear that I will clean out all the cabinets and also the large closet in the dining room. And then I'll just keep all food in ziplock bags still, because otherwise I won't ever eat any of it! It'll feel fabulous though to get rid of those boxes because then I'll be box-free here!!!

The one downside of this weekend was that I was completely antisocial because I really wanted to get cleaned and organized. The German came by last night and we went to a little Thai place nearby which was very good. He said in taking me out that he had wanted to take me out for my first meal in my new neighborhood. I think I'm going to have to write more about The German tomorrow.

But back to the point - that was my only human interaction. JWu called on Friday and some guys I knew from law school were all getting together at Mayfest that night, and a part of me really wanted to go because I haven't seen a couple of the guys in quite a long time, and I have always liked them alot. I even showered in the afternoon and prettied myself up, but then the side that really wanted to unpack and turn my new place into a home won out. And I've been terrible the whole weekend, not calling people back because I have been running around. And last night I fell asleep basically right after The German left at 10:00 and didn't wake up until 10 this morning. I called my grandma at 11 a.m. because it was her 86th birthday yesterday, and we talked until 2 p.m. - yes, for three hours. It was so good to really chat and catch up with her though! And then my mom called me literally five minutes after I got off the phone with my grandma, and we talked for an hour. So I was kind of all phoned-out after that. So anyway, basically no human interaction for me this weekend, and I also didn't get outside to enjoy the gorgeous weather at all. But I got my place looking gorgeous! I'm definitely looking forward to tomorrow though, so I can see everyone and be able to hang out!

That's about all I've got, since I didn't do anything besides unpack. It looks fabulous now, but when I get the walls painted it's going to look seriously amazing in here!!!! I'm so excited!!!! Right now I can't believe that I waited this long to live in a vintage place. I feel like I lived in boxes up until now.

I'm off to bed. I have to get out of the house earlier now to even get to work at my normal late time! Shit! :) But I showered this evening so that I won't have to in the morning, so that'll help!

Oh - I saw this recently and I think I actually heard about it awhile ago so I'm pretty sure it's old and might be very old news to most, but it's just so funny to me so I have to include it! Well WTF - again blogger isn't working - it goes through the motions and acts as if the picture will show up like it should, but then nothing appears. Fucking pisses me off! Tomorrow morning I'll give it another fucking try. I'm not supposed to be going to bed pissed off so I'll let go of the frustration now - okay it's mostly gone. And now I'm off to get ready for bed!

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Written by Caterpillar :: 6/04/2006 11:59:00 PM :: ::


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I'm a 30-year-old sometimes girl and sometimes woman living in Chicago. Over the past year I have faced my biggest demon and won, and as a result I have hope again for wonderful and fabulous things to happen! I'm still learning, growing and always trying to improve myself, but I absolutely love life and think I'm very close to becoming a real butterfly!!!
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♥ I think that the most beautiful women I've ever met are the ones that know who they are, have stories to tell, ideas to share, wisdom to impart and love the skin they're in. No one can love us as we love ourselves. No one can take away our beauty and our dignity when we own those things. To me confident=beautiful. :: CeeCi

♥ I'd been feeling a little blue (for no particular reason) when I began thinking about things like attention, age and body image. Suddenly, it washed over me. I see people looking at me and I see them reacting. I began thinking about the times I notice the attention and realized its the days I'm strutting, the days I'm open and holding my head up. This got me to thinking further. How I perceive myself is what I show to others...People don't realize it, but they show the world everything about themselves in the way they move and act, in the words they say and the way they say them. A little confidence can lead to a lot of confidence. :: CeeCi

♥ When we believe in ourselves the world is an entirely different place and our place in it feels right and happy and healthy. :: CeeCi

♥ Remember that something incredibly wonderful is always possible!

♥ There are moments that are wonderful, if you let them be.

♥ Being distrustful put me in a very lonely place, a place filled with doubt and hypervigilance. I'm grateful I've learned to trust again, because in learning to do it, I learned to trust myself. :: CeeCi

♥ We're all a work in progress. I believe we will be until the day our lives end. Why fight it? I love the changes I experience. Some are certainly easier and more enjoyable than others, yet I wouldn't stop the process for any thing in the world. :: CeeCi

♥ We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly, but let us never lose sight of the reason for the journey, or miss the chance to see a rainbow on the way :: Gloria Gaither

♥ Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed :: Storm Jameson

♥ Love is everything. It is the reason we are here, and the wonder we take with us wherever we go.

♥ Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow :: Mary Anne Radmacher

♥ Just live in the moment, the moment you're in. Don't live two days from now. Don't live two hours in advance. Live now. And appreciate what you have now. Don't go any further. You have this moment. This second. Breathe it. Enjoy it. Live in it. :: Open Eyes

♥ Leap, and the net will appear.

♥ I've learnt that when we express our deepest feelings, even though we may stammer or be unable to find the right words, it always pays. It pays to be authentic.

♥ There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness :: Carl Jung

♥ I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, myth is more potent than history, dreams are more powerful than facts, hope always triumphs over experience, laughter is the cure for grief, love is stronger than death :: Robert Fulghum

♥ You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizon. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about, the more you have left when anything happens. :: Ethel Barrymore

♥ Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. :: Carl Jung

♥ I will try to be as honest as I can with myself. That is all that is required of me. I'll keep admitting and opening my hidden box of fears, hurts and insecurities, again and again, until I know each one of them by their first name. :: Anu

♥ It struck me that there is amazing beauty everywhere. Does it matter where you are or who we're encountering? There is magic all around us. The fact that we're alive, the fact that we're living in this place and time. The fact that we've met the people we've met, all of it, every bit of it, only contributes to the wonder that is life. :: CeeCi

♥ No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the starts, or sailed to an uncharted land, or opened a new heaven to the human spirit. :: Helen Keller

♥ Half of doing anything is believing that you can.

♥ Often God has to shut a door in our face, so that he can subsequently open the door through which he wants us to go. :: Catherine Marshall

♥ Even if it burns a little low at times, the secret of life is to always keep the flame of hope alive.

♥ The three grand essentials of happiness are something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for.

♥ Some people will say that you are going the wrong way, when it is simply a way of your own.

♥ Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion. :: Martha Graham

♥ Life is a series of new beginnings, and in every ordinary moment there are a thousand miracles to behold.

♥ Don't let the approval of others determine your belief in yourself.

♥ When it's all said and done, when all the opinions have been uttered, preached, shouted, and shared, there is only one thing we can do: From this moment on...love.

♥ When you're stuck in a spiral, to change all aspects of the spin you need only to change one thing. :: Christina Baldwin

♥ You have to look for the joy. Look for the light of God that is hitting your life, and you will find sparkles you didn't know were there.

♥ Be the change you wish to see in the world... :: Gandhi

♥ Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

♥ We each have only a limited amount of time here. We have to do more with it - pay attention, explore, be open to all of life. Because we have only one chance, we have to make life seem longer than it really is. :: Viggo Mortensen

♥ Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible. :: Cadet Maxim

♥ Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore! Dream! Discover!

♥ What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? :: Unknown

♥ To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. :: David Viscott, M.D

♥ Right now it feels like:...no dream will ever remain unfulfilled...no desire will ever remain unanswered...no tear goes unnoticed and no effort wasted...the hills are alive and so are we...each moment is fresh and waiting to happen...and there will be garbage like situations all around...but it is upto us to light mud lamps in it...and glow in our own acceptance and appreciations... :: Anu

♥ I struggle with not feeling like I'm good enough at times. Usually, its because I'm pushing it too hard and have depleted my reserve. Yet, I know without a shadow of a doubt that no matter how heavy or thin, how young or old I appear to others it's what I feel on the inside that glows through. If I could give every person on this planet just one gift it would be the unwavering knowledge that they are beautiful and worthy of every good thing the universe holds. :: CeeCi

♥ It's easier to buy into the negative things we conjure about ourselves than the positive things. Knowing that is the first step towards changing the thoughts that keep us unhappy. With time moving forward, why stay trapped in the past? All we have is right here and right now, I intend to make the most of it! :: CeeCi