Friday, May 26, 2006

I'm a soon-to-be sailorwoman!

Ugh, time went so fast tonight and I need to get to bed asap. Tomorrow morning The German is coming here at 8:15 and we're immediately getting a cab to the train, to go up to Waukegan Harbor and sail his boat hopefully all the way down to Monroe Harbor. Which means I have to get up at a seriously ungodly hour!

At least we don't have as far to go, because The German went up there today for when the boat was put in and he sailed it by himself from Winthrop Harbor to Waukegan, which I don't think is so far but still is a little ways. I also feel so much better now because he has sailed a little and become a little familiar with how things work and how the boat reacts. He said he actually motored for most of the way because the wind was light, and when he got around Waukegan he played around with sailing it. And got smacked in the head once with the boom already - so he's already told me that I need to remain seated so I don't get smacked in the head, too.

I've never been on a sailboat before, so I'm nervous and excited! Excited for the adventure, nervous because it looks so small and low in the water from the pictures he sent me today. I'll douse (I think that's the way to spell it, but it doesn't look right - I'm not taking the time to look it up, though) myself with SPF tomorrow and be wearing a hat so I'll protect myself from future wrinkles as best as possible. And tonight I got a mystic tan so I won't look like a ghost all weekend - the weather is going to be so nice and so warm so I can't completely cover myself up. Tomorrow I'll be a sailorwoman - yay!!!

And let's see, what else...last night after work I was good and went to the police station and filed my police report. The guy said I had to report the wallet as lost instead of stolen because I didn't know exactly how or when it was taken. Whatever, as long as there's a record. I kind of expected to be able to fill the thing out myself and write a narrative of what happened and what was in the wallet - like I see people do on Law & Order - well okay, it's the suspects usually writing out confessions or the victims writing out their stories - but I was a victim, too, in a way! Anyway though, he wrote down on a little separate sheet of paper what items were in the wallet and then he went in some back room for about ten minutes and I guess he was maybe entering this all in a computer system, maybe? He came back out and gave me a paper that had the carbon copy of my personal info on the top, of what he wrote, and the rest was all instructions. And he wrote down my case number. So that's that.

And I admit that it was intensely exciting being in the police station! The one I went to is an old station (I learned that today when telling my bosses) and everything looks just like it does in old TV shows, or even on Law & Order - old stuff, lots of file cabinets, lots of notices and things hanging off of bulletin boards, kind of messy desks, cops filing past. And I was just so intrigued by all the cops - they're like another world to me, with their cop stroll and their big belts and their guns and handcuffs and walkie-talkie things. Just the fact that they carry guns every day and know how to shoot them is a kind of excitement to me - they can be around danger and know what to do! So cool!

What else? When I got home last night my doorman handed me a package, and I was soooooooo excited because I'd been waiting for the past few days for it to arrive. It was a present that I got for The Meat! He's always telling us such fabulous stories from his younger days, especially from the 60's and to a certain extent the 70's, and one of the stories he's told us is how he was on the back cover of one of the Siegel-Schwall albums - it was a picture of a big group of people after the album was recorded live, and he was in the group, along with some of his friends. Maybe three weeks ago we were talking about the band and how they'll be playing at the Chicago Blues Fest, and I asked to see the album, and he said he didn't have one. How could he not have one?! He said it's been out of print for a long time, and he looks every now and then when he goes in an old record store but has never run across one yet.

I knew immediately when he said that that I was going to find him this album, so I slyly asked him the name of it and where they were when it was recorded, and then I set about searching but couldn't find anything - at least by the name of the album he had given me. So I went to the band's website and tried looking there and then took a chance by emailing the lead guy from the band - his email was listed on their site, and it's not as if this band is some super popular band such that they would get thousands of emails. So anyway, a couple days later the guy emailed me back and told me which album I was looking for! How cool is that!?! I found it on eBay and had been waiting to receive it since then.

So today I got to surprise The Meat! Florida was visiting and I was so happy that she could be there too so he could show her the picture and point himself out. I was so happy, so so so happy, because it made him so happy! And he deserves constant happiness, he's so wonderful!

Okay, that's about it. We talked at work a bit more about the move, and The Queen is going to rent the U-Haul for me. Oh, and when I got home tonight I stopped at the parking lot next to me and asked the guy if I could park the U-Haul there overnight, if he'd have room for it, and he said it would be perfectly fine! Yay! And he's cheap so it'll only be about $12 for overnight! This is even more perfect! Of course, I haven't reserved the damn truck yet. I was actually a bit busy at work so didn't get around to actually calling. And tomorrow I'll be on the boat all day. Shit. Okay, I'll bring the phone number with me tomorrow and call while I'm on the train or right when we get to the harbor.

I'm ridiculously tired now and I have to get up so fucking early tomorrow morning, so I'm off to bed. I'll post some sailing pictures after tomorrow!!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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Written by Caterpillar :: 5/26/2006 11:52:00 PM :: ::


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♥ I think that the most beautiful women I've ever met are the ones that know who they are, have stories to tell, ideas to share, wisdom to impart and love the skin they're in. No one can love us as we love ourselves. No one can take away our beauty and our dignity when we own those things. To me confident=beautiful. :: CeeCi

♥ I'd been feeling a little blue (for no particular reason) when I began thinking about things like attention, age and body image. Suddenly, it washed over me. I see people looking at me and I see them reacting. I began thinking about the times I notice the attention and realized its the days I'm strutting, the days I'm open and holding my head up. This got me to thinking further. How I perceive myself is what I show to others...People don't realize it, but they show the world everything about themselves in the way they move and act, in the words they say and the way they say them. A little confidence can lead to a lot of confidence. :: CeeCi

♥ When we believe in ourselves the world is an entirely different place and our place in it feels right and happy and healthy. :: CeeCi

♥ Remember that something incredibly wonderful is always possible!

♥ There are moments that are wonderful, if you let them be.

♥ Being distrustful put me in a very lonely place, a place filled with doubt and hypervigilance. I'm grateful I've learned to trust again, because in learning to do it, I learned to trust myself. :: CeeCi

♥ We're all a work in progress. I believe we will be until the day our lives end. Why fight it? I love the changes I experience. Some are certainly easier and more enjoyable than others, yet I wouldn't stop the process for any thing in the world. :: CeeCi

♥ We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly, but let us never lose sight of the reason for the journey, or miss the chance to see a rainbow on the way :: Gloria Gaither

♥ Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed :: Storm Jameson

♥ Love is everything. It is the reason we are here, and the wonder we take with us wherever we go.

♥ Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow :: Mary Anne Radmacher

♥ Just live in the moment, the moment you're in. Don't live two days from now. Don't live two hours in advance. Live now. And appreciate what you have now. Don't go any further. You have this moment. This second. Breathe it. Enjoy it. Live in it. :: Open Eyes

♥ Leap, and the net will appear.

♥ I've learnt that when we express our deepest feelings, even though we may stammer or be unable to find the right words, it always pays. It pays to be authentic.

♥ There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness :: Carl Jung

♥ I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, myth is more potent than history, dreams are more powerful than facts, hope always triumphs over experience, laughter is the cure for grief, love is stronger than death :: Robert Fulghum

♥ You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizon. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about, the more you have left when anything happens. :: Ethel Barrymore

♥ Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. :: Carl Jung

♥ I will try to be as honest as I can with myself. That is all that is required of me. I'll keep admitting and opening my hidden box of fears, hurts and insecurities, again and again, until I know each one of them by their first name. :: Anu

♥ It struck me that there is amazing beauty everywhere. Does it matter where you are or who we're encountering? There is magic all around us. The fact that we're alive, the fact that we're living in this place and time. The fact that we've met the people we've met, all of it, every bit of it, only contributes to the wonder that is life. :: CeeCi

♥ No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the starts, or sailed to an uncharted land, or opened a new heaven to the human spirit. :: Helen Keller

♥ Half of doing anything is believing that you can.

♥ Often God has to shut a door in our face, so that he can subsequently open the door through which he wants us to go. :: Catherine Marshall

♥ Even if it burns a little low at times, the secret of life is to always keep the flame of hope alive.

♥ The three grand essentials of happiness are something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for.

♥ Some people will say that you are going the wrong way, when it is simply a way of your own.

♥ Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion. :: Martha Graham

♥ Life is a series of new beginnings, and in every ordinary moment there are a thousand miracles to behold.

♥ Don't let the approval of others determine your belief in yourself.

♥ When it's all said and done, when all the opinions have been uttered, preached, shouted, and shared, there is only one thing we can do: From this moment on...love.

♥ When you're stuck in a spiral, to change all aspects of the spin you need only to change one thing. :: Christina Baldwin

♥ You have to look for the joy. Look for the light of God that is hitting your life, and you will find sparkles you didn't know were there.

♥ Be the change you wish to see in the world... :: Gandhi

♥ Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

♥ We each have only a limited amount of time here. We have to do more with it - pay attention, explore, be open to all of life. Because we have only one chance, we have to make life seem longer than it really is. :: Viggo Mortensen

♥ Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible. :: Cadet Maxim

♥ Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore! Dream! Discover!

♥ What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? :: Unknown

♥ To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. :: David Viscott, M.D

♥ Right now it feels like:...no dream will ever remain unfulfilled...no desire will ever remain unanswered...no tear goes unnoticed and no effort wasted...the hills are alive and so are we...each moment is fresh and waiting to happen...and there will be garbage like situations all around...but it is upto us to light mud lamps in it...and glow in our own acceptance and appreciations... :: Anu

♥ I struggle with not feeling like I'm good enough at times. Usually, its because I'm pushing it too hard and have depleted my reserve. Yet, I know without a shadow of a doubt that no matter how heavy or thin, how young or old I appear to others it's what I feel on the inside that glows through. If I could give every person on this planet just one gift it would be the unwavering knowledge that they are beautiful and worthy of every good thing the universe holds. :: CeeCi

♥ It's easier to buy into the negative things we conjure about ourselves than the positive things. Knowing that is the first step towards changing the thoughts that keep us unhappy. With time moving forward, why stay trapped in the past? All we have is right here and right now, I intend to make the most of it! :: CeeCi