Sunday, May 21, 2006

Weekend update

A very quick update, so no one thinks I've been kidnapped by aliens or scary people or fallen into some deep depression. I've had a good weekend, well except for today - because today I was about the laziest I've been in a long time, and that's saying a lot. I got up at 10 so it all started out okay, but then I just sat my lazy ass on the couch the whole day and drank coffee and looked at all kinds of decorating ideas on the internet and thought about how I'll organize all my furniture in my new apartment and what little items I'm putting on my little wish list - starting with an actual bedframe, and I'm embarrassed to admit that I probably spent four hours today just looking at bedframes online.

Anyway, about the only other thing I did besides much more looking at stuff online and trying to figure out how I'll arrange my bedroom and what color I'll paint the bedroom (and looking at possible new duvet covers on overstock.com - which then got me started looking at about every single other item that is offered on overstock), was to watch the Desperate Housewives season finale. I hadn't watched about the past five episodes, so I'm obviously not a diehard fan, but it was okay. And I cuddled with James and Emma a lot. And I got a phone call from SP during the afternoon so we chatted briefly, which made me ridiculously happy and content for a short period of time. I haven't felt like talking on the phone at all since then though. I feel like today was a wasted day anyway, so I didn't feel the need to do anything productive like calling people who I should call or cleaning or packing. Tomorrow will be a new day!

Yesterday was a great day, though! I woke up early so I could clean my kitchen, because I was planning to go to breakfast with Florida and The German and I figured that The German would come to my place first. But he didn't end up coming here because initially he was going to take the earlier train up to his boat and we were running out of time a bit, so I met him outside on the way to the restaurant. Luckily though, he decided to get the train two hours later because otherwise he wouldn't have had time to even eat breakfast. Florida slept late so she met us at the restaurant just as we were finishing up, so she got breakfast and we all chatted and drank more coffee and had a wonderful time.

After breakfast we all walked down Armitage a little and looked in some cute shops - which is always fun! The German left us after a bit to take the bus to his train, and Florida and I continued browsing and chatting some more and then went back to her place to meet Asparagus (who had been golfing), and we ended up having The Italian Chef come to their place as we were going to a movie theater by us. And while we were waiting I got to browse through all Asparagus's music on the computer and he copied one album on a cd for me - I love finding new music! So anyway, when TIC got there, we headed to the movies and had planned to see The DaVinci Code at 4:00 but it was almost all sold out, and Florida and I are very anal about getting good seats so we bought tickets for the 5:00 show. There was a wonderful little dive barbeque restaurant right across from the theater and they had an outdoor seating area, so we got to sit in the sun and so completely enjoy the good weather, which was so nice!! And Asparagus ordered about two pounds of meat, which made him fall asleep for the first half hour of the movie! Anyway, after the movie we all went to dinner and again got to sit outside. It was so nice to have good weather again for a day!! And after dinner we went briefly to Florida and Asparagus's place and then they dropped me off at home before they drove TIC home. I talked to The German for a bit on the phone and then went to bed.

And let's see, on Friday I was supposed to go to this party thing at a really cool store that I've never seen, but I didn't go because The German had a crisis at work and he couldn't make it. I was a bunch of stress on Friday actually, from trying organize the move and schedule stuff and all kinds of stuff like that, and at various times I was about this close to crying. And now I know why - it was hormones! I got my period yesterday afternoon and I wasn't at all expecting it this early so I wasn't even thinking about blaming the almost crying on pms!

Okay, that's about it and now I'm really tired. Well not actually really physically tired, but a bit mentally tired from all the hard work of playing on the internet for the past fourteen hours - and of course I know I need to go to bed now so I can hopefully get up super on time tomorrow morning! So I can get stuff done! On Friday I did manage to get some stuff done for the move, like scheduling the ComEd transfer of service and Comcast change and changing my address for a couple things, and filling out the change of address form online for the post office. I still don't have my movers completely figured out though - they were supposed to call back on Friday night to tell me whether they could do it (I could only get the move-out time of 2-4 p.m. on the 31st and they had wanted to come after 4:30). I didn't hear back from them so I'll call tomorrow morning. If they can't do it then I need to quickly call other moving companies. But the biggest fucking thing I need to do is what I really haven't done any of yet: pack. I'm such an idiot sometimes! Tomorrow night I promise myself that I'll really start doing stuff. Promise promise promise!

Okay - to bed now!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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Written by Caterpillar :: 5/21/2006 11:15:00 PM :: ::


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I'm a 30-year-old sometimes girl and sometimes woman living in Chicago. Over the past year I have faced my biggest demon and won, and as a result I have hope again for wonderful and fabulous things to happen! I'm still learning, growing and always trying to improve myself, but I absolutely love life and think I'm very close to becoming a real butterfly!!!
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♥ I think that the most beautiful women I've ever met are the ones that know who they are, have stories to tell, ideas to share, wisdom to impart and love the skin they're in. No one can love us as we love ourselves. No one can take away our beauty and our dignity when we own those things. To me confident=beautiful. :: CeeCi

♥ I'd been feeling a little blue (for no particular reason) when I began thinking about things like attention, age and body image. Suddenly, it washed over me. I see people looking at me and I see them reacting. I began thinking about the times I notice the attention and realized its the days I'm strutting, the days I'm open and holding my head up. This got me to thinking further. How I perceive myself is what I show to others...People don't realize it, but they show the world everything about themselves in the way they move and act, in the words they say and the way they say them. A little confidence can lead to a lot of confidence. :: CeeCi

♥ When we believe in ourselves the world is an entirely different place and our place in it feels right and happy and healthy. :: CeeCi

♥ Remember that something incredibly wonderful is always possible!

♥ There are moments that are wonderful, if you let them be.

♥ Being distrustful put me in a very lonely place, a place filled with doubt and hypervigilance. I'm grateful I've learned to trust again, because in learning to do it, I learned to trust myself. :: CeeCi

♥ We're all a work in progress. I believe we will be until the day our lives end. Why fight it? I love the changes I experience. Some are certainly easier and more enjoyable than others, yet I wouldn't stop the process for any thing in the world. :: CeeCi

♥ We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly, but let us never lose sight of the reason for the journey, or miss the chance to see a rainbow on the way :: Gloria Gaither

♥ Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed :: Storm Jameson

♥ Love is everything. It is the reason we are here, and the wonder we take with us wherever we go.

♥ Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow :: Mary Anne Radmacher

♥ Just live in the moment, the moment you're in. Don't live two days from now. Don't live two hours in advance. Live now. And appreciate what you have now. Don't go any further. You have this moment. This second. Breathe it. Enjoy it. Live in it. :: Open Eyes

♥ Leap, and the net will appear.

♥ I've learnt that when we express our deepest feelings, even though we may stammer or be unable to find the right words, it always pays. It pays to be authentic.

♥ There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness :: Carl Jung

♥ I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, myth is more potent than history, dreams are more powerful than facts, hope always triumphs over experience, laughter is the cure for grief, love is stronger than death :: Robert Fulghum

♥ You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizon. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about, the more you have left when anything happens. :: Ethel Barrymore

♥ Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. :: Carl Jung

♥ I will try to be as honest as I can with myself. That is all that is required of me. I'll keep admitting and opening my hidden box of fears, hurts and insecurities, again and again, until I know each one of them by their first name. :: Anu

♥ It struck me that there is amazing beauty everywhere. Does it matter where you are or who we're encountering? There is magic all around us. The fact that we're alive, the fact that we're living in this place and time. The fact that we've met the people we've met, all of it, every bit of it, only contributes to the wonder that is life. :: CeeCi

♥ No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the starts, or sailed to an uncharted land, or opened a new heaven to the human spirit. :: Helen Keller

♥ Half of doing anything is believing that you can.

♥ Often God has to shut a door in our face, so that he can subsequently open the door through which he wants us to go. :: Catherine Marshall

♥ Even if it burns a little low at times, the secret of life is to always keep the flame of hope alive.

♥ The three grand essentials of happiness are something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for.

♥ Some people will say that you are going the wrong way, when it is simply a way of your own.

♥ Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion. :: Martha Graham

♥ Life is a series of new beginnings, and in every ordinary moment there are a thousand miracles to behold.

♥ Don't let the approval of others determine your belief in yourself.

♥ When it's all said and done, when all the opinions have been uttered, preached, shouted, and shared, there is only one thing we can do: From this moment on...love.

♥ When you're stuck in a spiral, to change all aspects of the spin you need only to change one thing. :: Christina Baldwin

♥ You have to look for the joy. Look for the light of God that is hitting your life, and you will find sparkles you didn't know were there.

♥ Be the change you wish to see in the world... :: Gandhi

♥ Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

♥ We each have only a limited amount of time here. We have to do more with it - pay attention, explore, be open to all of life. Because we have only one chance, we have to make life seem longer than it really is. :: Viggo Mortensen

♥ Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible. :: Cadet Maxim

♥ Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore! Dream! Discover!

♥ What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? :: Unknown

♥ To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. :: David Viscott, M.D

♥ Right now it feels like:...no dream will ever remain unfulfilled...no desire will ever remain unanswered...no tear goes unnoticed and no effort wasted...the hills are alive and so are we...each moment is fresh and waiting to happen...and there will be garbage like situations all around...but it is upto us to light mud lamps in it...and glow in our own acceptance and appreciations... :: Anu

♥ I struggle with not feeling like I'm good enough at times. Usually, its because I'm pushing it too hard and have depleted my reserve. Yet, I know without a shadow of a doubt that no matter how heavy or thin, how young or old I appear to others it's what I feel on the inside that glows through. If I could give every person on this planet just one gift it would be the unwavering knowledge that they are beautiful and worthy of every good thing the universe holds. :: CeeCi

♥ It's easier to buy into the negative things we conjure about ourselves than the positive things. Knowing that is the first step towards changing the thoughts that keep us unhappy. With time moving forward, why stay trapped in the past? All we have is right here and right now, I intend to make the most of it! :: CeeCi