Procrastination, plan for tomorrow and the fucking hottest fantasy
I'm the laziest fucking procrastinator who ever did live. I really really really piss myself off sometimes!
Things I planned to do today: 1) get my sheriff's ID replaced, 2) go to my soon-to-be alderman's office after work to get no parking signs for in front of my building, 3) file a police report about my wallet being stolen just in case someone tries to steal my identity, so there's a record of the theft, 4) start packing some fucking boxes.
Things that I actually did today: 1) watched the Lost recap show and the two-hour Lost finale (which was so good - I can't wait to talk to everyone about it tomorrow!), 2) played sudoku games on my computer, 3) did none of the above.
Okay, tomorrow is another day. And I will be super productive, I am promising myself that now! Tomorrow I will: 1) get my sheriff's ID replaced, 2) file the police report, 3) pack some fucking boxes. The alderman's office isn't open late tomorrow night so I'm skipping that task for now. I will also rent the U-Haul - although I need to ask The Queen if he'll rent it because it looks like he'll be the one driving it and he'll park it by his house overnight so it'll stay safe, and also because I still haven't replaced my driver's license and because I don't have a car and I don't have any insurance so I don't know if that would cost extra, and I'm not going to drive the truck anyway. I will also tomorrow afternoon maybe go get a new driver's license, too. It's on my list of things to do. Here's my one issue though - obviously I'm moving so maybe I should wait until after the move so I can put my new address on the license. But my issue is that maybe they'd give me a hard time if I didn't replace the stolen license first. Hmmm. Maybe I'll see if I can ask the check-in person tomorrow, but I'm not going to hope for much because they often don't know anything.
I think that's about all. As I said, it was another fucking lazy, fucking procrastinating day for me. I suck. But tomorrow I'll make up for it!
My final thought - if I were on the show Lost, I would of course wa
nt to be the cool girl Kate, and I would want only one thing: for Sawyer to grab me, throw me in his tent or pull me into the jungle, rip my clothes off and have his way with me. I absofuckinglutely love his bad boy character, and he makes me so fucking hot! I'd want him to grab me by the back of the head and smash his mouth onto mine. I'd want him to pull my hair and grab my ass, push me on the ground and when I tried to crawl away (because of course with those characters she/I would try in vain to get away at first) he would grab my legs to stop me, crawl on top of me from behind and stop me with his weight and his hands from moving, and then flip me over and again so forcefully kiss me and then I wouldn't fight any longer and I would pull his shirt off and run my hands all over him and he would rip my shirt off and grab my breasts and he would run his hands all over my arms, my face, my breasts, my stomach and then he would pull off my jeans and I would unzip his pants and I would raise my knees up around him and pull him into me...fuck, this little fantasy is going wild in my head right now, because it's almost a perfect fantasy and a very romance-novel-esk situation. I need to play it out in my head more. And I need some fucking soon. I'm going to bed to dream very hot and happy thoughts now....
Things I planned to do today: 1) get my sheriff's ID replaced, 2) go to my soon-to-be alderman's office after work to get no parking signs for in front of my building, 3) file a police report about my wallet being stolen just in case someone tries to steal my identity, so there's a record of the theft, 4) start packing some fucking boxes.
Things that I actually did today: 1) watched the Lost recap show and the two-hour Lost finale (which was so good - I can't wait to talk to everyone about it tomorrow!), 2) played sudoku games on my computer, 3) did none of the above.
Okay, tomorrow is another day. And I will be super productive, I am promising myself that now! Tomorrow I will: 1) get my sheriff's ID replaced, 2) file the police report, 3) pack some fucking boxes. The alderman's office isn't open late tomorrow night so I'm skipping that task for now. I will also rent the U-Haul - although I need to ask The Queen if he'll rent it because it looks like he'll be the one driving it and he'll park it by his house overnight so it'll stay safe, and also because I still haven't replaced my driver's license and because I don't have a car and I don't have any insurance so I don't know if that would cost extra, and I'm not going to drive the truck anyway. I will also tomorrow afternoon maybe go get a new driver's license, too. It's on my list of things to do. Here's my one issue though - obviously I'm moving so maybe I should wait until after the move so I can put my new address on the license. But my issue is that maybe they'd give me a hard time if I didn't replace the stolen license first. Hmmm. Maybe I'll see if I can ask the check-in person tomorrow, but I'm not going to hope for much because they often don't know anything.
I think that's about all. As I said, it was another fucking lazy, fucking procrastinating day for me. I suck. But tomorrow I'll make up for it!
My final thought - if I were on the show Lost, I would of course wa
nt to be the cool girl Kate, and I would want only one thing: for Sawyer to grab me, throw me in his tent or pull me into the jungle, rip my clothes off and have his way with me. I absofuckinglutely love his bad boy character, and he makes me so fucking hot! I'd want him to grab me by the back of the head and smash his mouth onto mine. I'd want him to pull my hair and grab my ass, push me on the ground and when I tried to crawl away (because of course with those characters she/I would try in vain to get away at first) he would grab my legs to stop me, crawl on top of me from behind and stop me with his weight and his hands from moving, and then flip me over and again so forcefully kiss me and then I wouldn't fight any longer and I would pull his shirt off and run my hands all over him and he would rip my shirt off and grab my breasts and he would run his hands all over my arms, my face, my breasts, my stomach and then he would pull off my jeans and I would unzip his pants and I would raise my knees up around him and pull him into me...fuck, this little fantasy is going wild in my head right now, because it's almost a perfect fantasy and a very romance-novel-esk situation. I need to play it out in my head more. And I need some fucking soon. I'm going to bed to dream very hot and happy thoughts now....
