Monday, May 29, 2006

Packing, mattress shopping, things to do, and the boat trip

I have 23 boxes packed, and that's most everything in my living room and closets (not including bedroom) and the big kitchen stuff. James and Emmalove are exploring all over their new obstacle course right now - they're so cute!!! Here's what I'll finish before going to bed: pack most of my plates and dishes (glasses and cups are done) and my few items of food that will be going along with me. Tomorrow I'll have the bathroom (1 box) and all my clothes. And I'll do a couple loads of laundry tomorrow, too, including all my sheets and such.

And speaking of beds, I bought myself a new mattress and boxspring set today!!!! I'm so excited!!! It was a really good deal, under $600 including tax, the mattress felt so incredibly comfy, and it'll be delivered on June 1st to my place. Which means I can throw out my old bed and boxspring hopefully tomorrow night if anyone comes by, or at least with the help of the very first people who are here to help me move out on Wednesday. I'm so excited to start out my new place with a brand new bed!!!

And I tried to be a good shopper and ask a million questions and ask the difference between this bed and other beds, and if it will give me backaches and all that stuff. But I know I was a complete girl. And I really don't understand this mattress stuff at all even though I tried to look at stuff online beforehand. I'll definitely have to take a guy with me when I someday buy a car. So this bed, it's a Simmons Beautyrest (and don't anyone say anything bad about it now cause it will cause me a ton of stress - I've already bought it! Unless it's the absolute worst bed in the entire world and then send me an email so I can cancel it before it's delivered.) and it was the big On Sale item in the store. There were actually two that were really on sale and the sales guys recommended this one much more, and when I laid on the other one it didn't feel nearly as good. So they were really pushing this bed. Really pushing it. When I tried to leave to, as I said, look at some reviews online, they kept me in there. So that makes me nervous. Or maybe they just knew that they had me as long as I didn't leave, which was true.

But at the same time, this bed seems really good and when I got back here and read up on other similar Beautyrest beds (there are about a thousand and none of these websites really explains anything!) it seemed like a very good choice. And the price was so low that the store probably wasn't getting much of anything if even that off of it. And they had a million good things to say about it, and I really was trying to quiz them on the difference between it and slightly higher priced beds, and I laid on other beds. And it has that pillow-topper thing (yes, you see how much of a girl shopper I am!) that was so nice! Oh I really hope it's a good bed! I'm freaking myself out now that I'm writing all this, just because I know I was such the ideal female shopper! But I've been ridiculously excited about it all day! So I'm just going to stay excited! I know it will be a wonderful bed for me! And it's my first ever bed that I've purchased myself - yay me!!!!

Okay. Then I packed for the rest of the day. And bought some cleaning stuff and toilet paper and new sponges and other such things to take with me to the new place on Thursday morning. And The German came over this evening to check my progress (he's been very good and kept on me to not procrastinate) and bring me six more boxes. He helped me get all my kitchen stuff out and pack a couple boxes.

Here's my plan for tomorrow (I'm making it up now so I get it all organized in my head): 1) get up and get to work very early, before 9:30, to print out stuff for the morning and to reschedule an 11:00 thing since The Queen won't be in; 2) write the stupid letter that I was supposed to write a week and a half ago for my volunteer group and send out; 3) call to rent the U-Haul - yes, I know, I know! Why didn't I call on Sunday or today? I don't know. For some reason I kept pushing it back because I didn't want to do it. 4) Now that I have my police report, I can get my sheriff's ID; 5) go to the driver's license facility before lunch and get a new one; 6) fill out the credit card affidavit regarding the charges from when my card was stolen, and mail it out right away; 7) leave work early, I'll say between 3:30 and 4:00, to go to the alderman's office and get the no parking signs for on Thursday, and then go to my new place and put the signs up in front of my building; 8) do laundry; 9) meanwhile, pack bathroom and the rest of my clothes and all the miscellaneous stuff hanging around; 10) oh - insert this between 6 and 7 - reschedule Comcast appointment to Friday or Saturday and change address on the couple other bills.

That's done, and I feel better to have all the things written down now. I just need to actually stick to it tomorrow instead of fucking around like I usually do!

Well on Saturday the boat trip went wonderfully! The German met me downstairs in a cab at 8:30 and we headed to the Metra. We got to Waukegan at maybe 10:15, 10:30 - I'm actually not sure how long the ride was. Then we went to a couple little shops in the harbor to get some things (everyone was so friendly there) and loaded ourselves onto The Germans's sailboat. I learned to steer using the tiller right away and I motored us out from the one side of the harbor where he was at and around and into the other side and up to the gas dock (I actually handed The German the tiller when we were almost there cause I thought we were coming in too fast and I had no idea how to steer us into the dock, and I jumped up to grab the dock instead). We survived our first time of docking to fill up the gas barrels and of turning back around and getting out. Yay us!

And then we were on the water for about exactly 7 hours on the trip to Chicago. I steered us most of the time and I loved the compass that's on the wall of the boat because I could always keep us pointed in about the right direction. It was really calming being on the boat, I sort of settled into my own thoughts and was very relaxed. Well, until the motherfucking flies wouldn't leave us alone! I noticed a few flies when we were first heading out. And then I started noticing more. And when The German went below deck once I counted 40 on the teak wood on the side where he had been sitting. And then there were just hundreds, literally! I don't know where the motherfuckers came from or if they were having babies that grew to full size in the span of 15 minutes, but there were seriously at least 500 flies on the boat with us. We killed so many of the little fuckers, but they kept coming. And they liked to bite ankles. I wore pants so just my ankles and hands were showing but I felt bad for The German in his shorts! There were a few times near the end of the trip when I was so incredibly irritated and annoyed to such an extreme with their neverending assault, that I could understand how people could be driven crazy by bugs.

But despite the flies, it was a good trip, and very uneventful. Our little motor chugged away the whole time. Once The German put up the main sail, hoping to be able to actually sail for real, but what little wind there had been died down immediately, so we reverted to the motor. When we were approaching Montrose Harbor, it felt like it took forever for us to actually reach it. That's when I was having my near fit with the flies, too. For a little while it was all too much for me, and The German could tell that I was near the breaking point so he leaned across and kissed me a few times, and was incredibly sweet, and it made it a little better.

So anyway, long story less long, we reached Monroe Harbor and got the buoy on our first pass, and I was so mentally and physically exhausted even though I'd just sat on my butt and driven the boat with a tiller. The German came over to my place and we grilled burgers and ate on my balcony and then laid on the couch together and both fell asleep for awhile until he managed to drag himself up and go home. I talked to my mom briefly and went to bed at 11 and didn't wake up until 1:30 p.m. on Sunday. Driving a sailboat and dealing with fucking flies all around you is hard work!


So that was my weekend! And it was so incredibly hot outside so I've had to run the AC the whole time I've been inside. Otherwise there wouldn't have been any packing because I'd just be laying on my floor naked and sweating from the heat. What happened to spring weather?! To mid-70's!? I really, really, really hope that it's not hot like this on Wednesday and Thursday because it's hard enough for me to have my friends help me move, but if I see them dripping sweat because of the heat as well, I'll feel so terrible!

I'm getting a new bed - yay!!! :)

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Written by Caterpillar :: 5/29/2006 11:48:00 PM :: ::


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♥ I think that the most beautiful women I've ever met are the ones that know who they are, have stories to tell, ideas to share, wisdom to impart and love the skin they're in. No one can love us as we love ourselves. No one can take away our beauty and our dignity when we own those things. To me confident=beautiful. :: CeeCi

♥ I'd been feeling a little blue (for no particular reason) when I began thinking about things like attention, age and body image. Suddenly, it washed over me. I see people looking at me and I see them reacting. I began thinking about the times I notice the attention and realized its the days I'm strutting, the days I'm open and holding my head up. This got me to thinking further. How I perceive myself is what I show to others...People don't realize it, but they show the world everything about themselves in the way they move and act, in the words they say and the way they say them. A little confidence can lead to a lot of confidence. :: CeeCi

♥ When we believe in ourselves the world is an entirely different place and our place in it feels right and happy and healthy. :: CeeCi

♥ Remember that something incredibly wonderful is always possible!

♥ There are moments that are wonderful, if you let them be.

♥ Being distrustful put me in a very lonely place, a place filled with doubt and hypervigilance. I'm grateful I've learned to trust again, because in learning to do it, I learned to trust myself. :: CeeCi

♥ We're all a work in progress. I believe we will be until the day our lives end. Why fight it? I love the changes I experience. Some are certainly easier and more enjoyable than others, yet I wouldn't stop the process for any thing in the world. :: CeeCi

♥ We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly, but let us never lose sight of the reason for the journey, or miss the chance to see a rainbow on the way :: Gloria Gaither

♥ Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed :: Storm Jameson

♥ Love is everything. It is the reason we are here, and the wonder we take with us wherever we go.

♥ Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow :: Mary Anne Radmacher

♥ Just live in the moment, the moment you're in. Don't live two days from now. Don't live two hours in advance. Live now. And appreciate what you have now. Don't go any further. You have this moment. This second. Breathe it. Enjoy it. Live in it. :: Open Eyes

♥ Leap, and the net will appear.

♥ I've learnt that when we express our deepest feelings, even though we may stammer or be unable to find the right words, it always pays. It pays to be authentic.

♥ There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness :: Carl Jung

♥ I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, myth is more potent than history, dreams are more powerful than facts, hope always triumphs over experience, laughter is the cure for grief, love is stronger than death :: Robert Fulghum

♥ You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizon. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about, the more you have left when anything happens. :: Ethel Barrymore

♥ Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. :: Carl Jung

♥ I will try to be as honest as I can with myself. That is all that is required of me. I'll keep admitting and opening my hidden box of fears, hurts and insecurities, again and again, until I know each one of them by their first name. :: Anu

♥ It struck me that there is amazing beauty everywhere. Does it matter where you are or who we're encountering? There is magic all around us. The fact that we're alive, the fact that we're living in this place and time. The fact that we've met the people we've met, all of it, every bit of it, only contributes to the wonder that is life. :: CeeCi

♥ No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the starts, or sailed to an uncharted land, or opened a new heaven to the human spirit. :: Helen Keller

♥ Half of doing anything is believing that you can.

♥ Often God has to shut a door in our face, so that he can subsequently open the door through which he wants us to go. :: Catherine Marshall

♥ Even if it burns a little low at times, the secret of life is to always keep the flame of hope alive.

♥ The three grand essentials of happiness are something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for.

♥ Some people will say that you are going the wrong way, when it is simply a way of your own.

♥ Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion. :: Martha Graham

♥ Life is a series of new beginnings, and in every ordinary moment there are a thousand miracles to behold.

♥ Don't let the approval of others determine your belief in yourself.

♥ When it's all said and done, when all the opinions have been uttered, preached, shouted, and shared, there is only one thing we can do: From this moment on...love.

♥ When you're stuck in a spiral, to change all aspects of the spin you need only to change one thing. :: Christina Baldwin

♥ You have to look for the joy. Look for the light of God that is hitting your life, and you will find sparkles you didn't know were there.

♥ Be the change you wish to see in the world... :: Gandhi

♥ Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

♥ We each have only a limited amount of time here. We have to do more with it - pay attention, explore, be open to all of life. Because we have only one chance, we have to make life seem longer than it really is. :: Viggo Mortensen

♥ Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible. :: Cadet Maxim

♥ Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore! Dream! Discover!

♥ What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? :: Unknown

♥ To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. :: David Viscott, M.D

♥ Right now it feels like:...no dream will ever remain unfulfilled...no desire will ever remain unanswered...no tear goes unnoticed and no effort wasted...the hills are alive and so are we...each moment is fresh and waiting to happen...and there will be garbage like situations all around...but it is upto us to light mud lamps in it...and glow in our own acceptance and appreciations... :: Anu

♥ I struggle with not feeling like I'm good enough at times. Usually, its because I'm pushing it too hard and have depleted my reserve. Yet, I know without a shadow of a doubt that no matter how heavy or thin, how young or old I appear to others it's what I feel on the inside that glows through. If I could give every person on this planet just one gift it would be the unwavering knowledge that they are beautiful and worthy of every good thing the universe holds. :: CeeCi

♥ It's easier to buy into the negative things we conjure about ourselves than the positive things. Knowing that is the first step towards changing the thoughts that keep us unhappy. With time moving forward, why stay trapped in the past? All we have is right here and right now, I intend to make the most of it! :: CeeCi