Friday, December 23, 2005

Sheep and pimples

I'm at my parents' house in Michigan now. Both of my parents' cats, Cinnamon and Annie, are sitting on the desk by the computer right now - it's so sweet! My dad is in the basement wrapping presents and my mom is on her way home from errands. I just finished the frame for my brother and the bitch. And it's soooooooooo cute!!!! Now I want one for myself, I love it so much! I printed the pictures out in black and white, it looks just gorgeous! The pictures are 1) the bitch's cat growing up, 2) Cinnamon, 3) Annie, and 4) Sammy - the puppy my brother and the bitch fostered for a week last April. When they get a house, they plan to get two puppies, a puggle and then a puppy from a shelter, so they can replace the pictures then with pictures of their new puppies. I'm in love with this gift!

I need to go out shopping in a bit for 1) cards, 2) wrapping paper (since I left my gorgeous wrapping paper in the cab on the way to the train last night, pisses me off!), and 3) slippers for my mom (since she really wants those and my dad hadn't already gotten them for her). I think that's it. My mom stopped at the pet store for me to get dog toys to give my brother and the bitch. And I'm done with my dad, grandpa and grandma. So good! Yay!

Yesterday I woke up late so didn't get to work until 12:30. I left my house at 11 and dragged my huge suitcase, backpack, purse, and wrapping paper first to Caribou Coffee to get beans for my mom (she's getting a cool grind and brew coffee maker so she can stop drinking the stuff out of the can), then I walked about a fricking mile to the yarn store, because I didn't want to spend the money on a cab. I got three more balls for my brother's scarf, but for my dad's scarf there was only one more ball in the color I was knitting, so I ended up getting two balls of a brown and the ball of the rust, and I'll have to take out half of what I've already knitted and make it into a colorblock scarf. He's going to be getting the scarf on the knitting needles, by the way, and I'll keep knitting while I'm here and then while we're driving back to Chicago. Oh, so after the yarn shop I realized I forgot to go to the liquor store to get Bombay Sapphire for my boss, so I walked all the way back to get that, and THEN I got a cab, stopped at The German's place to leave my keys with his doorman, and then on to work. And then I went to Borders to get the books - three for my dad, one for my grandpa (called Hypochondria Can Kill: A Disease for Every Occasion, An Illness for Every Symptom - hahaha, perfect for my grandpa, the germophobe, and it's actually a really funny book, especially the sexual things that can go wrong, which part my grandpa will I'm sure NOT read), and one book for me. The total came to $99.06. I had a coupon for $20 off a purchase of $100, so I was instantly thinking about something really cheap to buy, but the really nice guy told me not to worry and ended up giving me $30 off the whole purchase - I LOVE nice people!!!!

The Amtrak ride was good. I undid my brother's scarf so far cause I wanted to make it thicker, and then knit the whole way and got over two feet done, so I'm happy with that. I'll have to knit much more after shopping and before they arrive later tonight, but he'll probably also get a mostly-done scarf with the needle still in it. :)

Oh - on Wednesday night Violet and I went the Do-It-Yourself Messiah. We'd never heard the whole thing before, and didn't recognize most of it, but it was fun. We bought the big book, and we chose to sing Alto cause it was in the middle. Luckily we had a lady right next to me who REALLY knew what she was doing, so we could just follow her. The full orchestra was on stage, along with a soprano, alto, tenor and bass, and then we all joined in for all the chorus parts. The one I still can't get out of my head is All We Like Sheep (Have Gone Astray). Here's what's in my head: "All We Like Sheep! da da da da (that's music). All We Like Sheep! da da da da. Have gone astra-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-ay. (And repeat over and over!)" I keep singing it aloud, because I can't help myself! My parents think I've gone a bit wacky!!

Before I left work yesterday, I gave The Meat a Christmas card with my family Christmas picture in, which he really liked. And I also printed out for him my Ode to The Meat from this blog. He said it was the best Christmas gift he could get to read that. He's just wonderful, and I'm glad I could let him know it! Also, The Italian Chef gave me a bag of her homemade Chex Mix for the train ride. I ate some halfway through and was glad that the conductor had given each of us a candycane, cause oh my mouth had the most horrible onion taste in it after eating the onion-powder-laden Chex Mix! So good, but horrible afterward!

I need to go out shopping now. What's making me procrastinate is first the traffic out there, but mostly because I popped a little pimple in the middle of my forehead and haven't covered it up yet or it will just fill back up with crap and I'll have to do it all over again. But before I go out I'll have to cover it or I guarantee I'll run into every single person from high school who I used to be friends with and also who I hated! And they'll all be staring at the pimple on my forehead!!!!

But now I'll go. Yay, Christmas is almost here!!!! And I'm happy even though we'll have the bitch here!!!!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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Written by Caterpillar :: 12/23/2005 02:33:00 PM :: ::


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♥ I think that the most beautiful women I've ever met are the ones that know who they are, have stories to tell, ideas to share, wisdom to impart and love the skin they're in. No one can love us as we love ourselves. No one can take away our beauty and our dignity when we own those things. To me confident=beautiful. :: CeeCi

♥ I'd been feeling a little blue (for no particular reason) when I began thinking about things like attention, age and body image. Suddenly, it washed over me. I see people looking at me and I see them reacting. I began thinking about the times I notice the attention and realized its the days I'm strutting, the days I'm open and holding my head up. This got me to thinking further. How I perceive myself is what I show to others...People don't realize it, but they show the world everything about themselves in the way they move and act, in the words they say and the way they say them. A little confidence can lead to a lot of confidence. :: CeeCi

♥ When we believe in ourselves the world is an entirely different place and our place in it feels right and happy and healthy. :: CeeCi

♥ Remember that something incredibly wonderful is always possible!

♥ There are moments that are wonderful, if you let them be.

♥ Being distrustful put me in a very lonely place, a place filled with doubt and hypervigilance. I'm grateful I've learned to trust again, because in learning to do it, I learned to trust myself. :: CeeCi

♥ We're all a work in progress. I believe we will be until the day our lives end. Why fight it? I love the changes I experience. Some are certainly easier and more enjoyable than others, yet I wouldn't stop the process for any thing in the world. :: CeeCi

♥ We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly, but let us never lose sight of the reason for the journey, or miss the chance to see a rainbow on the way :: Gloria Gaither

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♥ Love is everything. It is the reason we are here, and the wonder we take with us wherever we go.

♥ Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow :: Mary Anne Radmacher

♥ Just live in the moment, the moment you're in. Don't live two days from now. Don't live two hours in advance. Live now. And appreciate what you have now. Don't go any further. You have this moment. This second. Breathe it. Enjoy it. Live in it. :: Open Eyes

♥ Leap, and the net will appear.

♥ I've learnt that when we express our deepest feelings, even though we may stammer or be unable to find the right words, it always pays. It pays to be authentic.

♥ There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness :: Carl Jung

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♥ Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. :: Carl Jung

♥ I will try to be as honest as I can with myself. That is all that is required of me. I'll keep admitting and opening my hidden box of fears, hurts and insecurities, again and again, until I know each one of them by their first name. :: Anu

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♥ Often God has to shut a door in our face, so that he can subsequently open the door through which he wants us to go. :: Catherine Marshall

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♥ Don't let the approval of others determine your belief in yourself.

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♥ When you're stuck in a spiral, to change all aspects of the spin you need only to change one thing. :: Christina Baldwin

♥ You have to look for the joy. Look for the light of God that is hitting your life, and you will find sparkles you didn't know were there.

♥ Be the change you wish to see in the world... :: Gandhi

♥ Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

♥ We each have only a limited amount of time here. We have to do more with it - pay attention, explore, be open to all of life. Because we have only one chance, we have to make life seem longer than it really is. :: Viggo Mortensen

♥ Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible. :: Cadet Maxim

♥ Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore! Dream! Discover!

♥ What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? :: Unknown

♥ To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. :: David Viscott, M.D

♥ Right now it feels like:...no dream will ever remain unfulfilled...no desire will ever remain unanswered...no tear goes unnoticed and no effort wasted...the hills are alive and so are we...each moment is fresh and waiting to happen...and there will be garbage like situations all around...but it is upto us to light mud lamps in it...and glow in our own acceptance and appreciations... :: Anu

♥ I struggle with not feeling like I'm good enough at times. Usually, its because I'm pushing it too hard and have depleted my reserve. Yet, I know without a shadow of a doubt that no matter how heavy or thin, how young or old I appear to others it's what I feel on the inside that glows through. If I could give every person on this planet just one gift it would be the unwavering knowledge that they are beautiful and worthy of every good thing the universe holds. :: CeeCi

♥ It's easier to buy into the negative things we conjure about ourselves than the positive things. Knowing that is the first step towards changing the thoughts that keep us unhappy. With time moving forward, why stay trapped in the past? All we have is right here and right now, I intend to make the most of it! :: CeeCi