Stressed, and it sucks!
I'm alive and well, I swear. A little stressed at the moment because I can't seem to get anything done that I need to get done. Most of it isn't urgent, but the list of things is floating around in my head and really stressing the fuck out of me!
I started writing a post about the end of my weekend, and I'll finish it tomorrow.
I have to leave work now so I can run to the bookstore and get a present for The German, who turned 41 today, and then stop at the grocery store to pick up what I need in order to make him dinner tonight. Last night I made chocolate cupcakes, so I just need to get frosting and candles and that part will be finished at least. I asked him what he wanted for dinner and he requested my meatloaf, so that's what will be cooking in my home tonight!
And then tomorrow morning at 9:45, it's the auxiliary meeting for my volunteer group, but before that I have to stop at Target to get gift cards for our adopted family, and a little toy for the one young boy. It opens at 8:00 am, and I have to walk to Diversey and then get the bus from there. I'm going to have to get up sooooooooooo early tomorrow morning, and I'm terrible at getting up early! Then a bunch of us are going for a late birthday lunch for Florida. And sometime I need to stop at a yarn store so I can start knitting scarves for my brother and my bitch of a sister-in-law. And I need to deposit checks and organize money for the volunteer group, since the Treasurer just left for Florida for four months and so now I get to take that over as well. But I'm so unorganized!!! And I have Christmas presents to buy but no time to shop! Thursday night is our chapter volunteer meeting, and time to shop is just disappearing! There's no time to do anything!
I'm going to calm down, I swear. I'm feeling a bit of a sore throat and I can't get sick now. Tonight at least The German can fix my computer. Yes, I got it back on Sunday, but with regards to the crashing, they just said there were no hardware problems, which means it's a software problem. Tonight he can run my re-whatever it's called cd, and start the whole fucking thing over from scratch. At least if I could be able to get on the internet at home I'd be able to email back all the people who I haven't responded to! And fuck, pick my Christmas picture and change the background so I can get those printed out. And that reminds me that I have to do my Christmas cards still!
Oh fuck fuck fuck fuck, tomorrow I will be much better. I HATE it when I let myself get stressed, it sucks shit! And I'll chill a bit tonight, or at least try my best before I have to get up so fucking early tomorrow morning!!!!
I started writing a post about the end of my weekend, and I'll finish it tomorrow.
I have to leave work now so I can run to the bookstore and get a present for The German, who turned 41 today, and then stop at the grocery store to pick up what I need in order to make him dinner tonight. Last night I made chocolate cupcakes, so I just need to get frosting and candles and that part will be finished at least. I asked him what he wanted for dinner and he requested my meatloaf, so that's what will be cooking in my home tonight!
And then tomorrow morning at 9:45, it's the auxiliary meeting for my volunteer group, but before that I have to stop at Target to get gift cards for our adopted family, and a little toy for the one young boy. It opens at 8:00 am, and I have to walk to Diversey and then get the bus from there. I'm going to have to get up sooooooooooo early tomorrow morning, and I'm terrible at getting up early! Then a bunch of us are going for a late birthday lunch for Florida. And sometime I need to stop at a yarn store so I can start knitting scarves for my brother and my bitch of a sister-in-law. And I need to deposit checks and organize money for the volunteer group, since the Treasurer just left for Florida for four months and so now I get to take that over as well. But I'm so unorganized!!! And I have Christmas presents to buy but no time to shop! Thursday night is our chapter volunteer meeting, and time to shop is just disappearing! There's no time to do anything!
I'm going to calm down, I swear. I'm feeling a bit of a sore throat and I can't get sick now. Tonight at least The German can fix my computer. Yes, I got it back on Sunday, but with regards to the crashing, they just said there were no hardware problems, which means it's a software problem. Tonight he can run my re-whatever it's called cd, and start the whole fucking thing over from scratch. At least if I could be able to get on the internet at home I'd be able to email back all the people who I haven't responded to! And fuck, pick my Christmas picture and change the background so I can get those printed out. And that reminds me that I have to do my Christmas cards still!
Oh fuck fuck fuck fuck, tomorrow I will be much better. I HATE it when I let myself get stressed, it sucks shit! And I'll chill a bit tonight, or at least try my best before I have to get up so fucking early tomorrow morning!!!!
