Things to do, things to do, and fun sex ed!!
I've been kind of busy all day, getting lots of little things done. I've definitely come to the realization over the past few weeks (since I've been actually looking at myself again instead of hiding) that I am a terrible multitasker. Terrible, horrible, awful - none of these adjectives are strong enough. When I have lots of little things to do, I can't seem to get organized. I lose things in my piles, I forget things, I get a tiny bit stressed - it sucks! And I feel like I get hardly any of them done then. And if I have a big project, I have to finish the little things first or I can't concentrate on the big one. I don't know if there's any good way to improve upon this flaw? I love lists and use them all the time, and today that did help me a bit to remember the various things. And I LOVE crossing things off on lists. Often I go back and make up a list of all the things I've already done that day so I can cross them off and feel good about myself! Put dishes in dishwasher? Check! Clean kitchen? Check! Take out trash in bathroom? Check! Take out trash in kitchen? Check! Anyway, you get my point. But at work I'm just terrible when there are little things and it takes me all day to get them done. And I forgot a couple little things that I've just realized now! Fuck!!
The other day I mentioned a new book of mine! It's called Veronica Monet's Sex Secrets of
Escorts. Now, I watch a lot of porn and am not inexperienced, and I know how to do things quite well, but one can always learn more. And I'm really interested - she says in the opening chapters that she's had over 1,800 clients - she actually gave an exact number, she kept track. So she's seen a lot and learned a lot about men, about sex, and about so much more I'm sure. I've been reading it a little before bed for the past couple nights, and so far there's nothing astounding, but some bits do get me thinking.
And while reading last night and thinking, I even realized what got me the absolute hottest and about ready to orgasm at the slightest touch. I'd never thought about it enough such that I could actually tell a guy what to do, and I'm not talking about just where to touch or what feels good. I've been a little challenged recently as well by my play partner - he asks what I want, what I want him to do, etc., and wants me to really talk to him about it. I've never had a guy really come right out and ask even before any touching what I want. So I'm getting better at telling exactly what I want. He also asks me what I fantasize about, and has me describe the fantasy in detail. That's new to me as well, being vocal like that. So with her book and me getting more experience in vocalizing things, it's quite exciting at the moment!!
Tomorrow is Florida's 30th birthday (Happy early Birthday!!!!) and The Meat and I are going to lunch with Florida and her boss. It will be a fun time I'm sure, and I'm laughing a bit just thinking about it. See, Florida's boss so admires The Meat and wants his approval, and we all know it, so we'll be seeing him do his best and be so excited to be having lunch with The Meat. Plus, we're eating at some fancy-schmancy club, and while I usually want to gag at the thought of some club with guys walking around feeling rich and amazing, I've heard that the dining room at this club looks sort of Harry Potter-ish!! With big stained glass windows and a gothic-type look, or something like that. So I'll be impressed and have fun, and Florida, The Meat and I will be secretly laughing at all the people are so impressed with themselves!
It's late, I didn't even get every little tiny thing for today done, and I also didn't write any of the emails that I really need to write - I've been TERRIBLE with getting back to people! Tomorrow, tomorrow I'll do it all! And tonight I'll write out my list!
The other day I mentioned a new book of mine! It's called Veronica Monet's Sex Secrets of
Escorts. Now, I watch a lot of porn and am not inexperienced, and I know how to do things quite well, but one can always learn more. And I'm really interested - she says in the opening chapters that she's had over 1,800 clients - she actually gave an exact number, she kept track. So she's seen a lot and learned a lot about men, about sex, and about so much more I'm sure. I've been reading it a little before bed for the past couple nights, and so far there's nothing astounding, but some bits do get me thinking.And while reading last night and thinking, I even realized what got me the absolute hottest and about ready to orgasm at the slightest touch. I'd never thought about it enough such that I could actually tell a guy what to do, and I'm not talking about just where to touch or what feels good. I've been a little challenged recently as well by my play partner - he asks what I want, what I want him to do, etc., and wants me to really talk to him about it. I've never had a guy really come right out and ask even before any touching what I want. So I'm getting better at telling exactly what I want. He also asks me what I fantasize about, and has me describe the fantasy in detail. That's new to me as well, being vocal like that. So with her book and me getting more experience in vocalizing things, it's quite exciting at the moment!!
Tomorrow is Florida's 30th birthday (Happy early Birthday!!!!) and The Meat and I are going to lunch with Florida and her boss. It will be a fun time I'm sure, and I'm laughing a bit just thinking about it. See, Florida's boss so admires The Meat and wants his approval, and we all know it, so we'll be seeing him do his best and be so excited to be having lunch with The Meat. Plus, we're eating at some fancy-schmancy club, and while I usually want to gag at the thought of some club with guys walking around feeling rich and amazing, I've heard that the dining room at this club looks sort of Harry Potter-ish!! With big stained glass windows and a gothic-type look, or something like that. So I'll be impressed and have fun, and Florida, The Meat and I will be secretly laughing at all the people are so impressed with themselves!
It's late, I didn't even get every little tiny thing for today done, and I also didn't write any of the emails that I really need to write - I've been TERRIBLE with getting back to people! Tomorrow, tomorrow I'll do it all! And tonight I'll write out my list!
