Wednesday, November 08, 2006

My afternoon hard at work: a questionnaire about myself :)

I've seen this little questionnaire on a few different blogs and although I think they did it as a Monday thing, I had the desire right now to just sit here and answer simple questions about myself - to make me think but yet not think at the same time, so I'm posting it right now as well. It's long, but I really like these things. And I find doing them to be very relaxing and also enlightening and restorative.

The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
Mr. Hands :)

When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
I don’t drive and it’s been awhile since I’ve used a cart, but when I’m visiting my parents and use a cart I always return it.

In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
50/50 but depends on my mood. Actually, maybe it's more like 40/60 usually.

Do you take compliments well?
Yes, and they make me feel wonderful and can sometimes make my whole day!!

Are you an active person?
Not so much. I think I’m pretty average, but I like slow active (walking) as compared to fast active (running).

If abandoned alone in the wilderness, do you survive?
Good question! I think I’d be stronger than I think, and I probably know more about survival than I think I know. But at the same time, I don’t think I could light a fire by myself without matches. And I honestly don’t think I could bring myself to eat any bugs. And I certainly couldn’t kill a small, cute and furry animal for food. So I’d be a vegetarian and eat leaves and hopefully they wouldn’t be poisonous. And if I was abandoned in the Arctic or anywhere cold then I’d be a goner.

Do you like to ride horses?
The last time I rode one was on a family vacation in Wyoming when I was sixteen. There’s always much more rocking back and forth than I expect. But I’ve always wanted to be able to ride like a supercool cowgirl and for years I’ve wanted to go riding again – but there aren’t horse stables in the city and I have no car to get to the burbs with. Soon! And I’ll learn to love riding them! The horse and I will move as one! :)

Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
[Oh woops, I was just doing a re-read before posting and I answered whether I ever went camping as a kid. As to camp – yes, a couple of day camps, and I know I went to a week-long camp each summer for a couple years.] Yes, I think once with a big tent and after a big rain and leaking my parents abandoned that and got a pop-up camper for us which was so much nicer!! I LOVE bonfires and roasting marshmallows and if someone there can play an acoustic guitar and sing then I’d be so happy! But I’d rather have the bonfire and marshmallows and guitar outside a real place and be able to sleep in a bed.

What was your favorite game as a kid?
Boys chase girls. Yes, really! :)

A sexy person is pursuing you, but you know that he/she is married, would you?
It depends.

Are you judgmental?
I’m sure I am but I like to think that I’m not. And I try to not let it affect my behavior if I am and consciously try not to be.

Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
Pursued, definitely.

Use three words to describe yourself.
Caring, happy, fun.

If you had to choose, would you rather be deaf or blind?
Deaf. I love hearing things – music, voices, birds chirping, wind blowing, etc., but I don’t know if I could stand being in a world of darkness and not seeing the faces of people who I love, the colors of nature and colors all around me, sunsets, blue skies, fall leaves, snow, lakes and oceans – I would absolutely HATE to live in a world without sight. And besides, if I were deaf I could still learn to read lips and use sign language so it would be so much easier than living in a black world.

Are you continuing your education?
I first need to decide exactly what area I want to move into, and then learn what I need to know. I’m continuing to learn right now – I just bought a few books on web design, html, xhtml and css! So exciting!!!

Do you know how to shoot a gun?
I used to be a fabulous shot with the BB gun! And although I don’t ever want to own a gun, I keep planning to get my card so I can go to a shooting range and learn how to shoot a handgun – I don’t ever want to be that stupid girl in action movies who picks up a gun and needs to shoot the bad guy but can’t figure out how to get the safety lock off. And besides, again the cowgirl thing, and I also love James Bond so kind of want to be like him! :)

How often do you read books?
I should read more. And I love buying books so I have so many that I haven’t read. I read on the train going to work and coming home. Usually I don’t read at home but I want to start doing that more – close the computer and just read.

Do you think more about the past, present or future?
Present. What’s past is past. And I’m not a good planner so thinking about the future can be a little stressful. I like the present, what I can do now to improve myself and have fun.

What is your favorite children's book?
Mr. H and I were just talking about this last night! And I told him I couldn’t remember but that I know my mom saved a couple of my favorites in a box in her closet. I’m going home this weekend so I’m going to check! Other than that, I LOVED the Ramona books, and especially the book Socks by the same author (Beverly Cleary) – about a little cat that gets adopted and is the center of its owners’ world at home, and then slowly its mom’s lap starts getting smaller and smaller and then there’s a new little baby suddenly there and Socks isn’t too happy but it all works out in the end – oh it’s such a cute and funnty book! I haven’t read it for years and years but I read it over and over and over again when I was little! Now I wish I could read it again!

Have you kissed any of your MySpace friends?
I only joined MySpace so I can see my cousin’s myspace page (it’s private), and she’s the only myspace “friend” I have. I’ve kissed her on the cheek I’m sure!

How tall are you?
5’4”

Where is your ideal house located?
Kind of hard question. I’d love a little house in the city here. And I’d love a little house in Italy in a quaint little town near the Meditteranean. Or a little house on some island in the Caribbean, or a little house somewhere in Central or South America. And I’m sure I would be happy in so many other places as well.

Boxers, briefs, thongs, panties, or grannies?
Thongs. (Why is “grannies” even an option here?)

Last person you talked to?
Mr. H called me around lunchtime today! Oh and Florida and I just caught up for awhile on the phone!

Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
A couple of times – the last time was with Tivo right after we took the bar exam – we were both a little tipsy from celebrating :)

When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
I can’t remember, a very very long time ago.

What are your keys on your key chain for?
One keychain has six keys for around my building – two for the front doors, one for the mailbox, two for my own door, and one for the room with the circuit breakers. My other keychain has two keys for getting into the offices at work.

Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
To work.

Where is your current pain at?
No current pains.

Do you like mustard?
No, yuck!

Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
Oh, this is an unfair question. Obviously I prefer to sleep if I’m tired and prefer to eat if I’m hungry. And we all know I love sleeping. But I also love eating yummy stuff now and then, too.

Do you look like your mom or dad?
Much more like my dad, but I have my mom’s smile and teeth.

How long does it take you in the shower?
I LOVE showers, and I get cold so easily so I love just standing under the hot water. Probably 15 minutes is my usual. And because I feel the need to explain a little further - I have long hair so it sometimes takes longer to rinse the conditioner out – oh and I leave it in for awhile, too, while I bask in the hot water!

Can you do a split?
No, unfortunately I’m not very flexible.

What movie do you want to see right now?
I honestly can’t think of a specific movie. Oh - MWFB and I are supposed to go see Borat together!

What did you do for New Year's?
For New Year’s Eve, I don’t think I did anything at all, no I didn’t. First of all I don’t generally like New Year’s Eve at all – everyone always has SUCH high expectations and there’s SUCH pressure to go to some big party or bring the year in right. I stayed home last year so I wouldn’t be around any alcohol, and because I wanted my year to start out right by just having a quiet and happy night with my own thoughts. I think I definitely prefer the quieter route for that night – maybe just with family and/or friends, maybe out to dinner, or make dinner, watch a movie, something easy and quiet. For New Year’s, I’d have to look back in my archives. I probably just slept in and stayed home all day by myself. Again, I don’t like the overrated expectation thing.

Do you think "The Grudge" was scary?
I didn’t see it, I don’t like really scary movies.

What was the cause of your last accident?
Hmmm, last accident with a car of mine was back in high school and the cause would have been my idiot then-boyfriend’s ditzy driving skills and not paying attention to anything around him.

How much money do you have on you right now?
I think about $60 – just went to the cash machine a couple days ago, took out extra cause I have to put money on my train card.

What are you drinking?
Water, and I’m about to go to Starbucks.

Was your mom a cheerleader?
No, she spent her time learning piano (she took 9 years of lessons) and setting the curve in all her classes – my mom is very very smart!

What's the last letter of your middle name?
”y”

Who did you vote for on American Idol?
I never voted, but I did watch some of the seasons.

How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
6 on average, but I really should be getting closer to 8 so I can wake up better in the morning and not have days where I can’t wake up at all.

Do you like Carebears?
When I was little I did.

What do you buy at the movies?
A small popcorn and then I get a stomach ache afterward – but it tastes so good!

Do you know how to play poker?
Sort of.

Do you wear your seat belt?
Always.

What do you wear to sleep?
Bra-top tank top and yoga pants

Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
Not that I can think of.

How many meals do you eat a day?
I just got yogurt at the grocery store so right now it’s 3. Sometimes it’s 1. Sometimes 2.

Is your tongue pierced?
No way.

What's your favorite NFL team?
I used to care but don’t really anymore. I’ll always go for NFC over AFC, and I’ll usually root for the Bears or Packers if I need to pick a team.

Do you like funny or serious people better?
Funny.

Ever been to Vegas?
No, and I don’t have really any desire to go. Maybe once just to see it all, but there are about a thousand other places I’d rather visit.

Did you eat a cookie today?
No, but now I want one! Chocolate chip, my favorite!!! And fuck, I deserve it!!!

Do you use cuss words in other languages?
No, the ones in English work perfectly for me!

Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
I know it’s wrong what I do. I know. (That is NOT an admission!)

Do you hate chocolate?
What? Of course not! I LOVE chocolate!!! Dark chocolate!!!

What do you and your parents fight about the most?
With my dad, we’ll fight every once in awhile when he’s in a shitty mood and taking it out on my mom and I, and I call him on it. With my mom, sometimes I get snippy in the morning when I’m tired and she’s nagging me or asking me a million little questions. And then I apologize later in an email or sometimes call her back after I’m awake a little more. But really we hardly ever fight.

Is anyone mad at or irritated with you right now?
I don’t think so. Maybe The Meat is a little frustrated with my procrastination.

Do you open presents on Christmas Eve or Christmas Day?
Chirstmas Day.

What's your favorite preparation for eggs?
Scrambled with a little cheese on top and/or mixed with things.

If you could have any job (assuming you have the skills) what would it be?
A writer, or web designer, or getting paid for my photography, or if I had the ability to paint the images that I see in my head, I’d love to be a painter.

Are you easy to get along with?
Yes, and I think very.

What is your favorite time of day?
I don’t know. It really depends on the day. My moods fluctuate throughout the day and aren’t always the same at certain times and on different days.

Who was your best girlfriend/boyfriend?
Ever? Or when I was little? I’m not sure.

Who do you hate?
Anyone who hurts an animal.

Would you ever date your first love again?
No.

Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Kindof :)

Current mood?
A little melancholy, kind of tired, a lot of things in my head. Now that I finally finished I’m going to go get my coffee, and if they have a chocolate chip cookie I’m getting one of those now, too!

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♥ I think that the most beautiful women I've ever met are the ones that know who they are, have stories to tell, ideas to share, wisdom to impart and love the skin they're in. No one can love us as we love ourselves. No one can take away our beauty and our dignity when we own those things. To me confident=beautiful. :: CeeCi

♥ I'd been feeling a little blue (for no particular reason) when I began thinking about things like attention, age and body image. Suddenly, it washed over me. I see people looking at me and I see them reacting. I began thinking about the times I notice the attention and realized its the days I'm strutting, the days I'm open and holding my head up. This got me to thinking further. How I perceive myself is what I show to others...People don't realize it, but they show the world everything about themselves in the way they move and act, in the words they say and the way they say them. A little confidence can lead to a lot of confidence. :: CeeCi

♥ When we believe in ourselves the world is an entirely different place and our place in it feels right and happy and healthy. :: CeeCi

♥ Remember that something incredibly wonderful is always possible!

♥ There are moments that are wonderful, if you let them be.

♥ Being distrustful put me in a very lonely place, a place filled with doubt and hypervigilance. I'm grateful I've learned to trust again, because in learning to do it, I learned to trust myself. :: CeeCi

♥ We're all a work in progress. I believe we will be until the day our lives end. Why fight it? I love the changes I experience. Some are certainly easier and more enjoyable than others, yet I wouldn't stop the process for any thing in the world. :: CeeCi

♥ We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly, but let us never lose sight of the reason for the journey, or miss the chance to see a rainbow on the way :: Gloria Gaither

♥ Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed :: Storm Jameson

♥ Love is everything. It is the reason we are here, and the wonder we take with us wherever we go.

♥ Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow :: Mary Anne Radmacher

♥ Just live in the moment, the moment you're in. Don't live two days from now. Don't live two hours in advance. Live now. And appreciate what you have now. Don't go any further. You have this moment. This second. Breathe it. Enjoy it. Live in it. :: Open Eyes

♥ Leap, and the net will appear.

♥ I've learnt that when we express our deepest feelings, even though we may stammer or be unable to find the right words, it always pays. It pays to be authentic.

♥ There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness :: Carl Jung

♥ I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, myth is more potent than history, dreams are more powerful than facts, hope always triumphs over experience, laughter is the cure for grief, love is stronger than death :: Robert Fulghum

♥ You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizon. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about, the more you have left when anything happens. :: Ethel Barrymore

♥ Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. :: Carl Jung

♥ I will try to be as honest as I can with myself. That is all that is required of me. I'll keep admitting and opening my hidden box of fears, hurts and insecurities, again and again, until I know each one of them by their first name. :: Anu

♥ It struck me that there is amazing beauty everywhere. Does it matter where you are or who we're encountering? There is magic all around us. The fact that we're alive, the fact that we're living in this place and time. The fact that we've met the people we've met, all of it, every bit of it, only contributes to the wonder that is life. :: CeeCi

♥ No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the starts, or sailed to an uncharted land, or opened a new heaven to the human spirit. :: Helen Keller

♥ Half of doing anything is believing that you can.

♥ Often God has to shut a door in our face, so that he can subsequently open the door through which he wants us to go. :: Catherine Marshall

♥ Even if it burns a little low at times, the secret of life is to always keep the flame of hope alive.

♥ The three grand essentials of happiness are something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for.

♥ Some people will say that you are going the wrong way, when it is simply a way of your own.

♥ Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion. :: Martha Graham

♥ Life is a series of new beginnings, and in every ordinary moment there are a thousand miracles to behold.

♥ Don't let the approval of others determine your belief in yourself.

♥ When it's all said and done, when all the opinions have been uttered, preached, shouted, and shared, there is only one thing we can do: From this moment on...love.

♥ When you're stuck in a spiral, to change all aspects of the spin you need only to change one thing. :: Christina Baldwin

♥ You have to look for the joy. Look for the light of God that is hitting your life, and you will find sparkles you didn't know were there.

♥ Be the change you wish to see in the world... :: Gandhi

♥ Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

♥ We each have only a limited amount of time here. We have to do more with it - pay attention, explore, be open to all of life. Because we have only one chance, we have to make life seem longer than it really is. :: Viggo Mortensen

♥ Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible. :: Cadet Maxim

♥ Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore! Dream! Discover!

♥ What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? :: Unknown

♥ To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. :: David Viscott, M.D

♥ Right now it feels like:...no dream will ever remain unfulfilled...no desire will ever remain unanswered...no tear goes unnoticed and no effort wasted...the hills are alive and so are we...each moment is fresh and waiting to happen...and there will be garbage like situations all around...but it is upto us to light mud lamps in it...and glow in our own acceptance and appreciations... :: Anu

♥ I struggle with not feeling like I'm good enough at times. Usually, its because I'm pushing it too hard and have depleted my reserve. Yet, I know without a shadow of a doubt that no matter how heavy or thin, how young or old I appear to others it's what I feel on the inside that glows through. If I could give every person on this planet just one gift it would be the unwavering knowledge that they are beautiful and worthy of every good thing the universe holds. :: CeeCi

♥ It's easier to buy into the negative things we conjure about ourselves than the positive things. Knowing that is the first step towards changing the thoughts that keep us unhappy. With time moving forward, why stay trapped in the past? All we have is right here and right now, I intend to make the most of it! :: CeeCi