Seeing The German and taking pictures!
Well so anyway, I took so many pictures from along the Chicago River and on Michigan Avenue, and I didn't even have to alter them because so many came out so beautifully! And my couple hours with The German were good but so comfortable and normal and we acted just as we always have - he kissed me in greeting, we laid down and cuddled, he had me sit on his lap to view my pictures after we downloaded them on his computer, and more than once he pulled up my shirt and had some fun with his favorite boobs - and it always gets me so incredibly hot because I don't stop him and instead go with it to see how far he'll go. And the possibility that he'll keep going gets me extremely hot down below. When he would run his hands up and down my stomach and his fingers would dip just a little inside my jeans I was so so so very very ready. We talked about how we wanted so badly for him to fuck me but that we knew it was a very bad idea, and we were strong in that way. But he did dip his fingers down below a couple times to see just how hot I was for him.
So anyway though, it was nice but I know I obviously still can't see him for a very long time. We can keep with our phone talking and that's fine with me, but when I'm around him I get sexually hot for him and I also am so happy to be cuddling and have his arms around me, and I feel so safe and protected and loved. And I get those feelings even as we lay there talking and I tell him all this and he reiterates all he's ever said before. So that's that. Oh but the pictures he had printed for me came out AMAZINGLY!!!! I completely love and adore them, and it's amazing how impressive my pictures look when they're blown up so big! Oh it makes me soooooo excited!!!
Yesterday was such a beautiful fall day as well, although it did get pretty cloudy in the late afternoon. I took a bus to an area that I think looks so cool and has some amazing buildings with so much detail on them. I took a bunch of pictures of the area, of buildings, of people, and I sat in a Starbucks and had a coffee and read my book for awhile. I don't usually do that because I usually prefer to stay home and read - it's more comfortable physically and mentally for me. So on one hand I felt strong for going inside and getting a coffee and getting a table and staying there even though it was outside of my little zone of comfort. But I also was thinking about how much happier I would be reading with little James cuddled at my side sleeping and little Emma near my head on top of the couch cushions. I would much rather be with my sweet babies than alone in a coffee shop. And I was so happy to cuddle with my little lovies when I got home a bit later!
Below are pictures from my walk around downtown on Friday night, and later tonight I'll post pictures from yesterday - I was so excited to find some really beautiful wheat-like-grass to take pictures of, I'm absolutely obsessed with all these beautiful wheat grasses growing all over! They're all so different and all so beautiful, and I think I was able to get some really good pictures!!! Yay!
Okay, I need to go clean and do a lot of stuff around my place! I'm so motivated today!!! :)
The current progress of the Trump Tower

Handheld photo from below the Hancock - and I'd like to note that the shutter was open for EIGHT seconds and I wasn't even bracing myself or the camera against anything, and it's not even that blurry!!!
