Musical Monday! :) And oh I'm just so so so happy still!!!
And I am just so so so so so so so happy, both with excitement and also with so much more. Mr. Hands and I talked on the phone during the afternoon for over an hour and had a really good conversation about so many things. It made me so much look forward to talking to him more, learning more about him, communicating in many different ways, seeing him sometime soon and growing with him! I can't wait to see him again and kiss and touch and hug him so tightly!
And we have decided together to try this out and see what happens because there's something really here between us, something wonderful, and despite the distance and such, we both have optimism and are together on this - and really, I love knowing this and knowing that we're both on the same page because I can really be myself then, and tell him how happy he makes me!!! It gives me a sense of freedom that I love, and even though I still worry about not being so good on the phone I think I'm doing better and I'll get better and better! I feel so content right now, and I'm smiling a lot even when I'm just sitting around!!! Smiling feels good, too!
Tonight we talked again and I got to see him on his computer's camera! He's sooooooooo sexy and hot and cute and I just love love love being able to see him - it did so much to me! Tomorrow night I'll get out my little webcam that I don't think I've ever used and try to figure out how to make it work. And then just a little later we IMed for another long time and had ourselves quite the exciting talk for awhile, and shared a couple of sexual fantasies that we will now be acting out in the future!!! And we had just the best number of other little conversations and it's amazing, I've never talked so openly and honestly and just been so completely ME before so soon into a relationship. And we're both so alike on that, too - that we've both realized how important it is to really really communicate and about everything, from things we like and things the other does or says that makes us so happy, to where we're going and what we want and what's important to us etc. etc. etc. And so things are so wonderful! So so so wonderful! I love how we talk, I love so many things he says, I love what we talk about, and I love so much more! This new man of mine is absolutely amazing!!!! I don't know how to explain and express it all, but he just blows me away in so many ways! And puts such a kind of perma-grin on my face! :)
Okay but now I have to post my Musical Monday songs so I can go to bed - and oh happiness at being able to sleep an hour later than normal in the morning!!! Today I'm posting two songs by the same group - who I was introduced to by Mr. Hands on one of the wonderful CDs he made for me - and I can't stop listening to these two songs, they are so so so so so so so so so beautiful!!!! I just love and adore this kind of music more than I can possibly say! And I got the whole album and the whole thing is wonderful wonderful wonderful!!!
The group is called Flunk and this is what alwaysontherun.net has to say about them:
The Norwegian folktronica foursome Flunk was formed out of the studio jam sessions of a trio of Oslo musicians: producer Ulf Nygaard (also of Folk and Rovere), guitarist Jo Bakke (formerly with the Happy Campers), and drummer Erik Ruud (a member of the Guidance-label act Antenna). After adding vocalist Anja Oyen Vister, Flunk recorded their debut album, For Sleepyheads Only, and released the record through Guidance. A folkie cover of New Order's "Blue Monday" made a bit of headway in the downbeat boom of 2002.
Both of these songs are from the album For Sleepyheads Only. Enjoy!!!!
Flunk :: Your Koolest Smile
Your koolest smile
Brings me into koolest moods
Your koolest smile
Brings me into koolest moods
I don't know what to say
You're tricking me
Into something crazy
I can see
I don't want your sympathy
Or your games
They make me feel so insane
Your koolest smile
Brings me into koolest moods
I don't want your sympathy
Or your games
I don't want your sympathy
Or your games
Your koolest smile
Brings me into koolest moods
I don't know what to say
You're tricking me
Into something crazy
I can see
I don't want your sympathy
Or your games
They make me feel so
So insane
I don't want your sympathy
Or your games
I don't want your sympathy
Or your games
They make me feel insane
Flunk :: Distortion
Gosh! Guess I'm kind of sleepy too!
I think I'll climb aboard that very special choo-choo train...
Why don't you join us on our trip to lullaby land
I think it's about to leave
Are you ready
Distortions
Sweeps me
Distortions
Sweeps me
Distortions
Sweeps me
Distortions
Distortions
Distortions
Sweeps me
Distortions
Sweeps me...
Our little train trip to lullaby land is nearly over
Shall we go again tomorrow night
And the next night
And the next
Mind if I come along too
Before I say goodnight
Here's a very special lullaby I wrote especially for you
Sleepyhead, sleepyhead
Time to go to sleep
Now go on in your bed
Sleep my sleepy head