Email from The German

I just got the following email from The German:

Sorry Tigress,

I’m not going with you to the game. I’m in a real bad mood, not because of you, mind you, but because of stuff here at work. I wouldn’t be fun to be around, I’ll probably go to Dirk this evening.

I hope you enjoy the game, Jim says it’s an important one!

I’m sorry if I spoiled your fun, but no damage is done, right? Go and have fun tonight anyway. Please don’t stay at home because of me. I’ll see you this weekend if you like.

Today isn't a good day. I'm going into work at noon only because we have something up at 2:00. I'm extremely weepy and feeling very fragile and empty and very lonely, and it also looks like it's going to pour down rain any minute, but then again it's looked like that for the past hour. I'm going to the game tonight of course but it won't be the same now. I know I'll still have fun though, I know that even though I don't feel it right now.

I keep listening to this song over and over and over again, although after the first time of watching the actual video of it I've had to keep another window up over it because seeing some of these scenes from Grey's Anatomy had me weeping all over again. I looked up the words to the song and I'm extremely blue because I don't have anyone to sing this song to. Today just sucks sucks sucks. I'm so sad and lonely and my world feels so little and blue right now. I know I have PMS so that isn't helping me at all to put this in any kind of perspective right now.



I really hope this video works because if it doesn't that will be one more thing not going right.

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?