Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Gratitude Tuesday - the C's!

I fell asleep last night on my couch, and early at about 9:30 in the evening. James came over wanting to cuddle so I laid down and he laid on top of me and fell asleep so I did as well. I woke up at about 4:15 a.m. and moved to my bed, and absolutely could not wake up this morning. I'm really kind of out of it today. Thankfully, I did my list of things I'm grateful I'm for that begin with the letter C yesterday afternoon!

I can't begin to say how much I love doing these Gratitude Tuesday lists. I love that it gives me real perspective because I stop and think about all the wonderful things that are in my life and my world. I also have found myself throughout the week noticing little things that I'm grateful for and trying to make a mental note to remember those things for when their letter is up. It's such a wonderful feeling!

Here are all the many things that begin with the letter 'C' for which I'm so grateful for:

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Cats - I love all the big cats, especially lions and tigers, but most of all I love my little babies James and Emma who are my sweet angels of happiness! I love everything about them, from the different mews they have to how excited they get when I come home after work to our cuddling to their little expressions to...so so so much, they make me so happy! And I also love my parent's two cats, and Florida and Asparagus's two cats Millie and Simon! And all other pet cats that I meet, and even non-pets because the little stray cats who come to TIC's door for food are so cute and adorable and I just want to grab them and kiss them and give them a home. I love cats, and am so grateful that they are in the world and in my life.

Caring - I love the caring of my family and friends, and I love my own ability to care so strongly about so many people and so many things. It's a wonderful, wonderful ability to be able to truly care.

Chocolate - what more is there to say, it's chocolate - enough said!!

Cake - I just love a good piece of cake! Okay, ten pieces! The best is chocolate cake, of course - the combo of two great "C" things!

Cable - okay I know I shouldn't watch so much TV, but I'd be lying if I didn't include cable in the list of things that I'm grateful for.

Coffee - I am so grateful for coffee as a lovely morning, afternoon and sometimes evening drink. It relaxes me psychologically. It's like a warm little blanket. I have to admit that it's kind of taken the place of alcohol a little for me - in that it's warm, cozy and makes me feel good.

Cheese - yuuuuuuuummmmm!! Especially brie! Oh and manchego, too! And so many others! And there are still so many that I haven't tried!

Cameras - I am rarely without my camera, I love taking pictures, I love photography, I love looking at other people's pictures, I love capturing wonderful images, I just love it, love it, love it!

Christmas - such an amazing time of the year, filled with family, love, hope, and anticipation. I'm so grateful for the whole Christmas season.

CeeCi - I'm so grateful for having just a week ago discovered CeeCi's blog! I love the person who she is, and I love how similiar we are, and I also love that she started Gratitude Tuesday!

Cards - I love receiving meanful and wonderful cards from people who I love.

Change - I'm so grateful for the ability to change almost anything - to learn and grow and improve always.

Character - I'm so grateful for my character.

Chicago - I'm so grateful for this wonderful city in which I live, and for all it offers.

Children - sometimes seeing their joy and innocence gives me so many smiles of my own.

Choices and the ability to Choose - I know that many people in the world don't have the ability to make so many choices regarding their lives. I am so grateful that I have the ability and opportunity to choose to do almost anything.

Cinnamon, Chives, Cloves - hmmm, what other wonderful things that make food taste so good begin with C?

Clitoris - I'm very grateful for having one! It gives such joy!

Cocks - how could I NOT include this?!

Clothes - they're so fun! and so pretty! I don't shop for clothes very much at all due mostly to lack of money to do so, but I still love all the pretty clothes out there and am grateful for all my own nice clothes.

Colors - CeeCi has been talking about the power colors recently, and I fully agree! I first of all am grateful that we have so many gorgeous colors in our world, and second am grateful for the ability to influence our moods using colors. (And I'm also copying CeeCi by listing each of these things I'm grateful for in different colors, which is so fun!)

Comfort - I'm so grateful for all the comforts I have in my life, from my bed and very comfortable apartment to comfortable shoes and clothes to the comfort of a full stomach because I have enough to eat.

Companionship - I'm so grateful that I'm not alone, and that I have the companionship of friends, family, work friends, and my kittens.

Compliments - I love compliments from people who I know and also compliments from strangers. I even love semi-smarmy compliments from strangers on the street - sometimes they can make my whole day when I'm feeling down!

Computers - what did people do before computers and the internet?! I'm so grateful for my computer and for computers in general, and for all we can do with them.

Conditioner - to make my hair soft!

Conscious - I'm so grateful for being conscious in life - from the dictionary, "1) having a feeling or knowledge (of one's own sensations, feelings, etc. or of external things); knowing or feeling (that something is or was happening or existing); aware; cognizant 2) able to feel and think; in the normal waking state..." I love all these words, but I think I like the word "aware" best - oh and also "feel".

Control - I'm very grateful that I have control over my own life, decisions and choices.

Credit - yes, credit cards have gotten me into trouble in the past, but I'm still grateful for credit. I'm grateful for it right now because it allowed me to get a few of the things in my apartment, like my carpets, before I actually had the cash to buy them.

Crying - crying is an emotional expression that I love - it shows that I have feelings, and it also really helps relieve stress sometimes so I'm grateful for the ability to cry, and that I do cry.

Last week I took seven rolls of film into the camera store to be developed. Six of them were black and white rolls, and I think four of those rolls were from seven years ago when I was studying abroad in Europe. I had been told by my photography teachers in college to never let stores process and develop your black and white film because they fuck it all up and you won't be able to do nice enlargements afterward. So as a result of this idea being enforced in my head, I have just been carting these rolls of film around with me, thinking that one day I'll go to a darkroom and develop it myself. I finally acknowledged to myself that this will never happen. So I took the film in.

The four rolls from Europe had to be sent away to be developed so I should have them back sometime this week. Yesterday I picked up the three other rolls. They were all from two or three years ago, and within the prints were a few wonderful pictures! I had the pictures put on CD as well, so I'll share two now - and the subject matter is by far the cutest subject matter possible!!! :)


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Written by Caterpillar :: 7/11/2006 11:59:00 AM :: ::


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♥ I think that the most beautiful women I've ever met are the ones that know who they are, have stories to tell, ideas to share, wisdom to impart and love the skin they're in. No one can love us as we love ourselves. No one can take away our beauty and our dignity when we own those things. To me confident=beautiful. :: CeeCi

♥ I'd been feeling a little blue (for no particular reason) when I began thinking about things like attention, age and body image. Suddenly, it washed over me. I see people looking at me and I see them reacting. I began thinking about the times I notice the attention and realized its the days I'm strutting, the days I'm open and holding my head up. This got me to thinking further. How I perceive myself is what I show to others...People don't realize it, but they show the world everything about themselves in the way they move and act, in the words they say and the way they say them. A little confidence can lead to a lot of confidence. :: CeeCi

♥ When we believe in ourselves the world is an entirely different place and our place in it feels right and happy and healthy. :: CeeCi

♥ Remember that something incredibly wonderful is always possible!

♥ There are moments that are wonderful, if you let them be.

♥ Being distrustful put me in a very lonely place, a place filled with doubt and hypervigilance. I'm grateful I've learned to trust again, because in learning to do it, I learned to trust myself. :: CeeCi

♥ We're all a work in progress. I believe we will be until the day our lives end. Why fight it? I love the changes I experience. Some are certainly easier and more enjoyable than others, yet I wouldn't stop the process for any thing in the world. :: CeeCi

♥ We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly, but let us never lose sight of the reason for the journey, or miss the chance to see a rainbow on the way :: Gloria Gaither

♥ Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed :: Storm Jameson

♥ Love is everything. It is the reason we are here, and the wonder we take with us wherever we go.

♥ Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow :: Mary Anne Radmacher

♥ Just live in the moment, the moment you're in. Don't live two days from now. Don't live two hours in advance. Live now. And appreciate what you have now. Don't go any further. You have this moment. This second. Breathe it. Enjoy it. Live in it. :: Open Eyes

♥ Leap, and the net will appear.

♥ I've learnt that when we express our deepest feelings, even though we may stammer or be unable to find the right words, it always pays. It pays to be authentic.

♥ There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness :: Carl Jung

♥ I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, myth is more potent than history, dreams are more powerful than facts, hope always triumphs over experience, laughter is the cure for grief, love is stronger than death :: Robert Fulghum

♥ You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizon. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about, the more you have left when anything happens. :: Ethel Barrymore

♥ Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. :: Carl Jung

♥ I will try to be as honest as I can with myself. That is all that is required of me. I'll keep admitting and opening my hidden box of fears, hurts and insecurities, again and again, until I know each one of them by their first name. :: Anu

♥ It struck me that there is amazing beauty everywhere. Does it matter where you are or who we're encountering? There is magic all around us. The fact that we're alive, the fact that we're living in this place and time. The fact that we've met the people we've met, all of it, every bit of it, only contributes to the wonder that is life. :: CeeCi

♥ No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the starts, or sailed to an uncharted land, or opened a new heaven to the human spirit. :: Helen Keller

♥ Half of doing anything is believing that you can.

♥ Often God has to shut a door in our face, so that he can subsequently open the door through which he wants us to go. :: Catherine Marshall

♥ Even if it burns a little low at times, the secret of life is to always keep the flame of hope alive.

♥ The three grand essentials of happiness are something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for.

♥ Some people will say that you are going the wrong way, when it is simply a way of your own.

♥ Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion. :: Martha Graham

♥ Life is a series of new beginnings, and in every ordinary moment there are a thousand miracles to behold.

♥ Don't let the approval of others determine your belief in yourself.

♥ When it's all said and done, when all the opinions have been uttered, preached, shouted, and shared, there is only one thing we can do: From this moment on...love.

♥ When you're stuck in a spiral, to change all aspects of the spin you need only to change one thing. :: Christina Baldwin

♥ You have to look for the joy. Look for the light of God that is hitting your life, and you will find sparkles you didn't know were there.

♥ Be the change you wish to see in the world... :: Gandhi

♥ Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

♥ We each have only a limited amount of time here. We have to do more with it - pay attention, explore, be open to all of life. Because we have only one chance, we have to make life seem longer than it really is. :: Viggo Mortensen

♥ Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible. :: Cadet Maxim

♥ Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore! Dream! Discover!

♥ What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? :: Unknown

♥ To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. :: David Viscott, M.D

♥ Right now it feels like:...no dream will ever remain unfulfilled...no desire will ever remain unanswered...no tear goes unnoticed and no effort wasted...the hills are alive and so are we...each moment is fresh and waiting to happen...and there will be garbage like situations all around...but it is upto us to light mud lamps in it...and glow in our own acceptance and appreciations... :: Anu

♥ I struggle with not feeling like I'm good enough at times. Usually, its because I'm pushing it too hard and have depleted my reserve. Yet, I know without a shadow of a doubt that no matter how heavy or thin, how young or old I appear to others it's what I feel on the inside that glows through. If I could give every person on this planet just one gift it would be the unwavering knowledge that they are beautiful and worthy of every good thing the universe holds. :: CeeCi

♥ It's easier to buy into the negative things we conjure about ourselves than the positive things. Knowing that is the first step towards changing the thoughts that keep us unhappy. With time moving forward, why stay trapped in the past? All we have is right here and right now, I intend to make the most of it! :: CeeCi