Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Kittens and other little stories

Last night I stayed up until after 1 a.m. - almost to the end of the Sox-Astros game. I saw the Sox get ahead in the 14th inning, and then as I layed in bed almost asleep, I heard some people far below me exit the bar cheering, so I knew the game was over and the White Sox won.

We had some kitten stress at home last night! Little Emma was creeping around in my hall closet, which she got into over the boxes sitting in front of it, and I heard a commotion and saw her backing out over the boxes and with a birthday bag, and then she went running like a bat out of hell into the bedroom, and then from the bedroom into the kitchen, all with the birthday bag attached to her and making a huge racket. One of the handles was probably around her little neck! By the time I got up and ran over there she was in the kitchen and the bag had come off her. She had peed on the kitchen floor a little bit, she was so scared. I scooped her up and held her and told her it was all okay, but her little heart was beating so fast.

James had been in the bedroom and he had come running out after her, and all his fur was standing up at attention and his pupils were almost completely dialated. But then when little Emma looked over my shoulder and saw him, she got the sing-song growl in her throat and she started hissing at him, and then at ME! I put her down and went to James, but he ran in the bedroom and under the bed. So I sat on the floor in the living room and little Emma was in a corner between my chair and couch, and James came creeping out of the bedroom into the hall, but didn't come further and eventually went back under the bed. So I cuddled Emma, whose little body was still very tense.

Two hours later I thought she seemed okay cause she had just been sitting on the couch with me, so I picked her up and took her to the bedroom and showed her James under the bed, and she hissed at him again! And ran out. I told James it was all okay and he was a good James baby, and followed her and picked her up. But James followed us out and she again set to hissing at him and then rearing back in my arms and hissing at me!

So I did what any worried kitten mama would do, and called my mom. She said Emma was just so freaked out by what happened, but didn't know what happened so I just had to work on calming her down. Luckily, soon after that everything worked out, because I picked Emma up again and just held her on the couch, and then James came out to investigate what was going on with his sister. He slowly walked up to us and she didn't hiss but did cry, and I kept petting her and telling her it was okay. And eventually I took her to the bedroom and set her in the litter box, but she jumped out and went to leave. I saw that James had followed us and was so scared there would be a little fight, but she walked right by him. After that they both sort of creeped around each other, and sniffed each other a bit, but it was all sorted out at least. My poor baby Emma had a very hard little kitten night.

My haircut yesterday went wonderfully and my hair is so healthy and pretty and the layers are back in it and it has body and I am quite, quite happy!! I love that place! $13 and I get a professional haircut, just from a student. And the teacher checks it all out afterward and makes any corrections. The first thing they do is to put oil on the scalp and give you a bit of a headrub, it is just HEAVEN!!!! I want someone to do that to me for an hour!!! And the shampoo room is so nice and warm and has aromatherapy floating around in the air. I gave the girl a $7 tip and then stocked up on my Aveda shampoos and conditioners, which cost considerably more. But smell sooooooooo good in the morning, and make my hair both look good and smell good throughout the day! Which is of course very important and worth the extra money I spent.

The Meat brought a recent picture of his oldest son in today - he's 19. I've met him a couple times and he takes after his dad COMPLETELY in the sex appeal way. Fuck!!! I so wish that guy was a few years older, cause he is SO hot, and SO sexy, and I would SO love for him to fuck me. But of course, I'm 29, he's 19, and that is too much for me. But when The Meat said his son could probably teach me a few things, I got a tingle down below and made a photocopy of the picture to keep for myself and my play time :) When I told The Meat that his son is my ideal picture of hotness, he said he should show me a picture of himself when he was young. I told him that I had no doubt he had it going on then, since he still does. And I can tell that his son gets the bad-boy swagger and innate sex appeal from his father.

Tonight my guitar lessons start. My teacher's name is Arlo - and yes, according to his online bio, he was named after Arlo Guthrie. I'm excited. But didn't practice last night since James and Emma don't like the guitar and I didn't want to disturb the already fragile sense of peace we'd reached. So, as soon as I finish this, I'm going into my boss's office to practice my chords so I don't completely embarrass myself tonight. But I know that after two hours of playing tonight, my fingers will be ON FIRE!

It's fucking cold outside. And it's cold in the office, too. I'm about to put my jacket on.

I got a new lipstick the other day, and I feel like a new woman! It's so exciting, and yes, I know I am such a dork!

I want to get a new layout/format/whatever the word I'm looking for, for this blog. I'm bored with how it looks now. I want something new. Template, that's the word. I've been thinking about this for the past month. But it will probably take me awhile to find one that I really like, and then do what I need to do. Still, it's in the works.

Hmmm, any other useless bits of info? I'm bored but can't seem to think of anything else even though I know there's a plethora of subjects and bits on which I've recently planned to write. But I do need to go practice guitar now. I can't wait until I'm good enough to learn a little bit of finger picking!!!

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Written by Caterpillar :: 10/26/2005 03:45:00 PM :: ::


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♥ I think that the most beautiful women I've ever met are the ones that know who they are, have stories to tell, ideas to share, wisdom to impart and love the skin they're in. No one can love us as we love ourselves. No one can take away our beauty and our dignity when we own those things. To me confident=beautiful. :: CeeCi

♥ I'd been feeling a little blue (for no particular reason) when I began thinking about things like attention, age and body image. Suddenly, it washed over me. I see people looking at me and I see them reacting. I began thinking about the times I notice the attention and realized its the days I'm strutting, the days I'm open and holding my head up. This got me to thinking further. How I perceive myself is what I show to others...People don't realize it, but they show the world everything about themselves in the way they move and act, in the words they say and the way they say them. A little confidence can lead to a lot of confidence. :: CeeCi

♥ When we believe in ourselves the world is an entirely different place and our place in it feels right and happy and healthy. :: CeeCi

♥ Remember that something incredibly wonderful is always possible!

♥ There are moments that are wonderful, if you let them be.

♥ Being distrustful put me in a very lonely place, a place filled with doubt and hypervigilance. I'm grateful I've learned to trust again, because in learning to do it, I learned to trust myself. :: CeeCi

♥ We're all a work in progress. I believe we will be until the day our lives end. Why fight it? I love the changes I experience. Some are certainly easier and more enjoyable than others, yet I wouldn't stop the process for any thing in the world. :: CeeCi

♥ We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly, but let us never lose sight of the reason for the journey, or miss the chance to see a rainbow on the way :: Gloria Gaither

♥ Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed :: Storm Jameson

♥ Love is everything. It is the reason we are here, and the wonder we take with us wherever we go.

♥ Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow :: Mary Anne Radmacher

♥ Just live in the moment, the moment you're in. Don't live two days from now. Don't live two hours in advance. Live now. And appreciate what you have now. Don't go any further. You have this moment. This second. Breathe it. Enjoy it. Live in it. :: Open Eyes

♥ Leap, and the net will appear.

♥ I've learnt that when we express our deepest feelings, even though we may stammer or be unable to find the right words, it always pays. It pays to be authentic.

♥ There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness :: Carl Jung

♥ I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, myth is more potent than history, dreams are more powerful than facts, hope always triumphs over experience, laughter is the cure for grief, love is stronger than death :: Robert Fulghum

♥ You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizon. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about, the more you have left when anything happens. :: Ethel Barrymore

♥ Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. :: Carl Jung

♥ I will try to be as honest as I can with myself. That is all that is required of me. I'll keep admitting and opening my hidden box of fears, hurts and insecurities, again and again, until I know each one of them by their first name. :: Anu

♥ It struck me that there is amazing beauty everywhere. Does it matter where you are or who we're encountering? There is magic all around us. The fact that we're alive, the fact that we're living in this place and time. The fact that we've met the people we've met, all of it, every bit of it, only contributes to the wonder that is life. :: CeeCi

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♥ Often God has to shut a door in our face, so that he can subsequently open the door through which he wants us to go. :: Catherine Marshall

♥ Even if it burns a little low at times, the secret of life is to always keep the flame of hope alive.

♥ The three grand essentials of happiness are something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for.

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♥ Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion. :: Martha Graham

♥ Life is a series of new beginnings, and in every ordinary moment there are a thousand miracles to behold.

♥ Don't let the approval of others determine your belief in yourself.

♥ When it's all said and done, when all the opinions have been uttered, preached, shouted, and shared, there is only one thing we can do: From this moment on...love.

♥ When you're stuck in a spiral, to change all aspects of the spin you need only to change one thing. :: Christina Baldwin

♥ You have to look for the joy. Look for the light of God that is hitting your life, and you will find sparkles you didn't know were there.

♥ Be the change you wish to see in the world... :: Gandhi

♥ Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

♥ We each have only a limited amount of time here. We have to do more with it - pay attention, explore, be open to all of life. Because we have only one chance, we have to make life seem longer than it really is. :: Viggo Mortensen

♥ Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible. :: Cadet Maxim

♥ Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore! Dream! Discover!

♥ What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? :: Unknown

♥ To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. :: David Viscott, M.D

♥ Right now it feels like:...no dream will ever remain unfulfilled...no desire will ever remain unanswered...no tear goes unnoticed and no effort wasted...the hills are alive and so are we...each moment is fresh and waiting to happen...and there will be garbage like situations all around...but it is upto us to light mud lamps in it...and glow in our own acceptance and appreciations... :: Anu

♥ I struggle with not feeling like I'm good enough at times. Usually, its because I'm pushing it too hard and have depleted my reserve. Yet, I know without a shadow of a doubt that no matter how heavy or thin, how young or old I appear to others it's what I feel on the inside that glows through. If I could give every person on this planet just one gift it would be the unwavering knowledge that they are beautiful and worthy of every good thing the universe holds. :: CeeCi

♥ It's easier to buy into the negative things we conjure about ourselves than the positive things. Knowing that is the first step towards changing the thoughts that keep us unhappy. With time moving forward, why stay trapped in the past? All we have is right here and right now, I intend to make the most of it! :: CeeCi