I laughed
Quote of the Day:
If you can learn to laugh in spite of the circumstances that surround you, you will enrich others, enrich yourself, and more than that, you will last!
I talked to MWFB, and I feel more normal now. Still crying on and off, but he made me smile and also realize that it's partly just that there are so many things at once, and that's why I'm so down - and that's it's normal and makes me a human being. Warsteiner, job, my brother's wedding, etc.
I will hopefully see him tonight, he said he'd come by. And he can make me laugh like no one can!
Then, little Emma went running after a toy, so I threw toys for her and then played with my babies with one their toys on a stick. And Emma made me laugh! Because she's just so adorable and cute when she plays! And little James with his jumping and soaring through the air. My kittens can make me so happy, and their sweetness and silliness is just sheer perfection.
And then Violet called, and that made me so happy as well. And she might come by tonight just to give me a hug! To know that I have wonderful friends is definitely a bright spot. And I'm listening to one of my favorite songs right now, and like a dork, playing it over and over - I Hope You Dance by Lee Ann Womack. It's uplifting and beautiful, and is helping to lift me out of the dark a bit.
So at least I'm not in the terrible place that I was for the past couple of hours. I can see a little sunshine peeking through for the moment.
Tomorrow night I'm supposed to go see my doctor to report on how these antidepressant meds are working. I really feel that I'm going to have to reschedule, because I'm not exactly in a normal place right now to know whether they are working well or not.
I've mostly stopped crying now, and I'm listening to my uplifting songs now, which is putting me in a better mood. My favorite one - "Stronger" by Britney Spears! How funny is that! Oh look - I'm using my exclamation points again - that shows that I'm getting better!! I also just got off the phone again with MWFB and he had me laughing - and was so happy to hear me laughing, and so was I!
I'm going to go fix my face now and go out for maybe a little walk in the park if I feel up to it and definitely to get some cat food for my sweetest babies!
If you can learn to laugh in spite of the circumstances that surround you, you will enrich others, enrich yourself, and more than that, you will last!
I talked to MWFB, and I feel more normal now. Still crying on and off, but he made me smile and also realize that it's partly just that there are so many things at once, and that's why I'm so down - and that's it's normal and makes me a human being. Warsteiner, job, my brother's wedding, etc.
I will hopefully see him tonight, he said he'd come by. And he can make me laugh like no one can!
Then, little Emma went running after a toy, so I threw toys for her and then played with my babies with one their toys on a stick. And Emma made me laugh! Because she's just so adorable and cute when she plays! And little James with his jumping and soaring through the air. My kittens can make me so happy, and their sweetness and silliness is just sheer perfection.
And then Violet called, and that made me so happy as well. And she might come by tonight just to give me a hug! To know that I have wonderful friends is definitely a bright spot. And I'm listening to one of my favorite songs right now, and like a dork, playing it over and over - I Hope You Dance by Lee Ann Womack. It's uplifting and beautiful, and is helping to lift me out of the dark a bit.
So at least I'm not in the terrible place that I was for the past couple of hours. I can see a little sunshine peeking through for the moment.
Tomorrow night I'm supposed to go see my doctor to report on how these antidepressant meds are working. I really feel that I'm going to have to reschedule, because I'm not exactly in a normal place right now to know whether they are working well or not.
I've mostly stopped crying now, and I'm listening to my uplifting songs now, which is putting me in a better mood. My favorite one - "Stronger" by Britney Spears! How funny is that! Oh look - I'm using my exclamation points again - that shows that I'm getting better!! I also just got off the phone again with MWFB and he had me laughing - and was so happy to hear me laughing, and so was I!
I'm going to go fix my face now and go out for maybe a little walk in the park if I feel up to it and definitely to get some cat food for my sweetest babies!
