Monday, December 11, 2006

Musical Monday and other stuff

Okay, Musical Monday. Shit, I haven't really even thought about what song I'll post! And it's after midnight and I am so so so fucking determined to get to work before 9 a.m. tomorrow because there's a bet going on that I won't be able to - so I need to go to bed! Which means that I'll see which songs I already have uploaded and maybe haven't posted yet. Oh, I actually know there's one I haven't played yet! I uploaded it awhile ago to post specifically for my lovely and fabulous and wonderful friend Emerald Eyes (e.e.) when she was going through a low time - because I was sure I remembered her once a long time ago say that it was one of her favorite songs!!! (And okay, I love it, too - how can you not love this song?!)

So here we have:

Toto :: Africa



Okay, now I have to repost my To-Do lists and cross off all the stuff I've gotten done so far! I fucking LOVE crossing things out on my lists!!! So so so exciting and how fabulous to see that I've been productive!!!

Things To Do: Apartment
- wash dishes
- get new vacuum bags
- vacuum very cat-hairy rug
- do about five loads of laundry (well I did four loads and still have at least two more to do, but I can still cross it out because at least I did a lot and have clean sheets and have clean clothes to wear to work tomorrow)
- dry and wet swiffer all floors
- de-hair all bed stuff
- straighten in each room
- backup all files on computer

Things To Do: Everything Else
- completely write work brief tonight
- work on smugmug website
- figure out plan for which pictures where (I have more ideas but I haven't sat down and done the planning properly yet)
- design unique little cards for placement under pictures and at front desk (well I didn't do this but yet I searched around on the internet to get ideas for different little designs, so I count that as doing a little but not enough to cross off any words)
- name pictures
- create a new email account for photo and web work (I was going to do this tonight but now it's too late)
- figure out what to do about framing
- get back to work on learning code and designing site for Mr. H (I didn't do much but I did read a few websites tonight on code and I was so excited reading them! I love this stuff!)
- try on more coats at stores so my mom can get me a nice coat for x-mas
- try on certain clothes in my closet so I know whether I need to buy any new clothes for my trip to see Mr. H

Things To Do: Christmas
- order 8x10s of Grandpa & me picture and Grandma & me picture
- buy two frames for said pictures
- find a book for my grandpa
- order two genealogy magazine renewals for my mom (this one is half crossed off cause I ordered one of them today and the other one I have to actually call on so I'll do that tomorrow)
- figure out some other cute genealogy present for my mom, possibly something I could make (I found a couple great little things and ordered them online, so that's all done!)
- figure out what in the hell to get for my brother and sister-in-law (oh this is a good one! I emailed my brother and he said he likes unique and that they need some pictures for their walls which are mostly blank - so today I ordered two black frames with matting that will hold 11x14 pictures, and then I ordered two of my Chicago nighttime pictures (switched to black and white as he said he liked) to be printed, and I'll pick them up tomorrow. Yay!)
- get supplies to make other little presents for everyone
- get stamps for mailing x-mas cards when the arrive

Okay, so yay me! No, not everything is done yet, but my list is so much smaller and more manageable, and I feel so good! And because my home is completely and beautifully clean, I feel so much more in control and not that super-frustrated feeling of needing to clean even though I have other things to do. Oh and I already have lists made out for tomorrow and Tuesday nights so I'll be so organized in my approach to everything! Yay me!

I had wonderful talks with Mr. H this weekend. I love how even when I'm a little sleepy or not in a talking mood, or if I can tell he's that way, we start slow but then end up having such good talks, or light talks, or fun talks, or serious talks - but the time just sort of flies by for me because I like talking with him so much.

Tonight we talked about legal stuff - contracts in the construction field to be exact - and then we talked a lot about immigration and all the questions that we need to find answers to. And tomorrow I'm going to email an immigration attorney with all these questions - she's actually the attorney who handled The German's case for the past few years and he called her and told her a bit about Mr. H and I and she said she'd be happy to answer my questions and give me some information. So I'll be so happy to find out some more so Mr. H and I can know a little more and be able to plan accordingly!

Christmas is in two weeks from today (Monday), and in two and a half weeks, I fly to see Mr. H!!! Oh I get so excited thinking about it! I can't wait!!!

Now I'm off to bed so I can get up so so so early tomorrow morning and get to work before 9 and shock the hell out of everyone and cause the people who bet against me to lose!!!! :)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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Written by Caterpillar :: 12/11/2006 12:10:00 AM :: ::


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I'm a 30-year-old sometimes girl and sometimes woman living in Chicago. Over the past year I have faced my biggest demon and won, and as a result I have hope again for wonderful and fabulous things to happen! I'm still learning, growing and always trying to improve myself, but I absolutely love life and think I'm very close to becoming a real butterfly!!!
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♥ I think that the most beautiful women I've ever met are the ones that know who they are, have stories to tell, ideas to share, wisdom to impart and love the skin they're in. No one can love us as we love ourselves. No one can take away our beauty and our dignity when we own those things. To me confident=beautiful. :: CeeCi

♥ I'd been feeling a little blue (for no particular reason) when I began thinking about things like attention, age and body image. Suddenly, it washed over me. I see people looking at me and I see them reacting. I began thinking about the times I notice the attention and realized its the days I'm strutting, the days I'm open and holding my head up. This got me to thinking further. How I perceive myself is what I show to others...People don't realize it, but they show the world everything about themselves in the way they move and act, in the words they say and the way they say them. A little confidence can lead to a lot of confidence. :: CeeCi

♥ When we believe in ourselves the world is an entirely different place and our place in it feels right and happy and healthy. :: CeeCi

♥ Remember that something incredibly wonderful is always possible!

♥ There are moments that are wonderful, if you let them be.

♥ Being distrustful put me in a very lonely place, a place filled with doubt and hypervigilance. I'm grateful I've learned to trust again, because in learning to do it, I learned to trust myself. :: CeeCi

♥ We're all a work in progress. I believe we will be until the day our lives end. Why fight it? I love the changes I experience. Some are certainly easier and more enjoyable than others, yet I wouldn't stop the process for any thing in the world. :: CeeCi

♥ We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly, but let us never lose sight of the reason for the journey, or miss the chance to see a rainbow on the way :: Gloria Gaither

♥ Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed :: Storm Jameson

♥ Love is everything. It is the reason we are here, and the wonder we take with us wherever we go.

♥ Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow :: Mary Anne Radmacher

♥ Just live in the moment, the moment you're in. Don't live two days from now. Don't live two hours in advance. Live now. And appreciate what you have now. Don't go any further. You have this moment. This second. Breathe it. Enjoy it. Live in it. :: Open Eyes

♥ Leap, and the net will appear.

♥ I've learnt that when we express our deepest feelings, even though we may stammer or be unable to find the right words, it always pays. It pays to be authentic.

♥ There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness :: Carl Jung

♥ I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, myth is more potent than history, dreams are more powerful than facts, hope always triumphs over experience, laughter is the cure for grief, love is stronger than death :: Robert Fulghum

♥ You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizon. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about, the more you have left when anything happens. :: Ethel Barrymore

♥ Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. :: Carl Jung

♥ I will try to be as honest as I can with myself. That is all that is required of me. I'll keep admitting and opening my hidden box of fears, hurts and insecurities, again and again, until I know each one of them by their first name. :: Anu

♥ It struck me that there is amazing beauty everywhere. Does it matter where you are or who we're encountering? There is magic all around us. The fact that we're alive, the fact that we're living in this place and time. The fact that we've met the people we've met, all of it, every bit of it, only contributes to the wonder that is life. :: CeeCi

♥ No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the starts, or sailed to an uncharted land, or opened a new heaven to the human spirit. :: Helen Keller

♥ Half of doing anything is believing that you can.

♥ Often God has to shut a door in our face, so that he can subsequently open the door through which he wants us to go. :: Catherine Marshall

♥ Even if it burns a little low at times, the secret of life is to always keep the flame of hope alive.

♥ The three grand essentials of happiness are something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for.

♥ Some people will say that you are going the wrong way, when it is simply a way of your own.

♥ Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion. :: Martha Graham

♥ Life is a series of new beginnings, and in every ordinary moment there are a thousand miracles to behold.

♥ Don't let the approval of others determine your belief in yourself.

♥ When it's all said and done, when all the opinions have been uttered, preached, shouted, and shared, there is only one thing we can do: From this moment on...love.

♥ When you're stuck in a spiral, to change all aspects of the spin you need only to change one thing. :: Christina Baldwin

♥ You have to look for the joy. Look for the light of God that is hitting your life, and you will find sparkles you didn't know were there.

♥ Be the change you wish to see in the world... :: Gandhi

♥ Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

♥ We each have only a limited amount of time here. We have to do more with it - pay attention, explore, be open to all of life. Because we have only one chance, we have to make life seem longer than it really is. :: Viggo Mortensen

♥ Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible. :: Cadet Maxim

♥ Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore! Dream! Discover!

♥ What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? :: Unknown

♥ To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. :: David Viscott, M.D

♥ Right now it feels like:...no dream will ever remain unfulfilled...no desire will ever remain unanswered...no tear goes unnoticed and no effort wasted...the hills are alive and so are we...each moment is fresh and waiting to happen...and there will be garbage like situations all around...but it is upto us to light mud lamps in it...and glow in our own acceptance and appreciations... :: Anu

♥ I struggle with not feeling like I'm good enough at times. Usually, its because I'm pushing it too hard and have depleted my reserve. Yet, I know without a shadow of a doubt that no matter how heavy or thin, how young or old I appear to others it's what I feel on the inside that glows through. If I could give every person on this planet just one gift it would be the unwavering knowledge that they are beautiful and worthy of every good thing the universe holds. :: CeeCi

♥ It's easier to buy into the negative things we conjure about ourselves than the positive things. Knowing that is the first step towards changing the thoughts that keep us unhappy. With time moving forward, why stay trapped in the past? All we have is right here and right now, I intend to make the most of it! :: CeeCi