Monday, February 20, 2006

Pictures from the weekend, and My New Project!

I have the day off for Presidents Day, which is really nice. My immediate plan after typing this is to give my apartment a thorough straightening and cleaning. And then I have an idea for a painting - and one, despite my lack of real painting talent, I can do! Okay, I'll tell my idea: I noticed last night that on the Olympic medal stand, the phrase "Passion Lives Here" is written - and it just spoke to me. What a fabulous saying and as I love and adore good quotes as reminders, I really adore this one. So my painting is going to incorporate those words.

On Saturday The German came over and we headed out, braving the ridiculous cold. We first stopped at a little shop that I'll talk about in a minute, and then we took the train to Lincoln Square to a little grocery store - The German wanted to show me that there's a good store up there for if I move there, and he likes it because it's cheap. Now I know it's just a grocery store, but I loved it - it had a charm to it and was very ethnic, both Hispanic and also Greek. There was a huge fruit and vegetable section and an enormous meat counter, and had a lot of products with labels in Spanish or in Greek, and we also saw bulk bags of dried rice and huge tin cans of olive and corn oil. It was a little different, which I always like! And they had cool mostly Latin American music playing there.

I took the following picture with Asparagus in mind, because Florida told me that he likes to eat these, which I think are called pork rinds and I tried one once before spitting it out (it was disgusting) and then I found out that it's pure fat:


And a close-up for Asparagus of the yumminess:

Mmmmm :) And one final picture from my sojourn to the store - this pig cartoon looks ridiculously excited about it's feet soon being pickled and eaten, and is even showing said feet as it looks over the label:

After the grocery store we walked a little ways to a dollar store to get superglue to fix a brand new earring of mine. I've mentioned before that The German is thrifty, right?! Anyway, once in the store I insisted on walking down all the isles and I think my mouth was hanging to the floor in shock, because everything there was exactly $1, and it looked like I was in Walgreens, just without any name brands. Everything from frozen pizzas, vegetables and dinners to makeup, hairspray, huge containers of hand soap, and every kind of food that you'd see sold in a Walgreens. They even had tons of household items, and everything was only $1! It was amazing. I'm still in amazement by it all.

Okay, so remember I'd said that I need something else to do, to take my mind off of certain things. For the past couple weeks I've been researching a certain project and on Saturday I ordered one from a little store by me, but yesterday I went back and upgraded my order to a bigger one. It should be in this coming Friday. First, I have to say that a certain part of me feels like such a dork doing this, but I don't really care because I'm so excited about it and not only will it be a long-lasting project that gives me something to do, I'll also learn a lot from it! So without further ado, this is what I bought/ordered:

Yes, a dollhouse kit! But it doesn't come looking like the picture. It comes only with the boards and various pieces. From talking to a lady at the store, I first have to sand each separate piece, then prime them and sand them again, then prime and sand again, and then I can put the house together with glue and nails. And then I can paint the outside. I need to separately sand, prime, sand, prime and paint the doors and windows before putting them in. And then I can wire the house for electricity before putting in the floors and painting the walls and buying all the furniture.

So even though the house doesn't look like it, I'm going to make mine into an Italian villa!!! I'll be shingling the roof myself, too, so I'll buy terra cotta-looking-like shingles and glue each one in place. And for the floor on the first floor, I'm going to have it be brick. But not just a wallpaper-type thing of brick - no, I'll be getting the little mini-bricks and using mortar to make the floor myself! And I'll lay down wood floors for the top two floors - and that's done by glueing individual little boards to the floor. Oh - and for the ceilings I'll glue up darker wood boards at intervals (I don't know what they are called - eaves?). I got a catalog from one internet store for dollhouses and I know sort of what kind of furniture I'll get eventually - all keeping with the Italian villa look! And there is seriously so much stuff available, it's amazing! I'm so excited!! I couldn't nearly afford buying my own place and remodeling and rehabbing it myself and buying all new furniture, so instead I'll just do it on the small scale, and at the same time learn a little about steps to doing stuff!

I'm so excited! And I'll be taking pictures to document my progress! And luckily there's the store that's really nearby, because I can go ask them anything. In the basement of the store, there's also a workroom filled with partially done houses - for people who don't want to build them at their homes, they can use the workshop to build them and store them. So I can also get ideas by looking at other people's houses. Oh - and I'll have to get a big box to cover my stuff so James and Emma don't get into it all!

So that was my weekend. Oh except last night French Mix and I texted back and forth for awhile. I'm not a huge fan of this texting thing, but oh well. He asked if he could come over later in the night and I said no :) I told him making plans with me at 11:45 p.m. was too late, and I was laying in bed ready to go to sleep. He pouted but I don't care. I was tired. And I deserve more than a type of booty call. If anyone gets to make booty calls, it will only be me!

I'm listening to the soundtrack from Phantom of the Opera (the original, not movie). It's so gorgeous and so powerful.

Oh, I found out a hilarious tidbit of info from The German this weekend! I've mentioned before that he constantly downloads porn movies - he collects them - and he's why I have such a huge collection myself as he passes them down to me. I knew he had a lot, but I had no idea how many. He told me he keeps a database so he doesn't download movies he already has. And he currently has 1,600!! He could open his own rental store!! I told him to just give me copies of the full Rocco library he has :)

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Written by Caterpillar :: 2/20/2006 10:41:00 AM :: ::


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I'm a 30-year-old sometimes girl and sometimes woman living in Chicago. Over the past year I have faced my biggest demon and won, and as a result I have hope again for wonderful and fabulous things to happen! I'm still learning, growing and always trying to improve myself, but I absolutely love life and think I'm very close to becoming a real butterfly!!!
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♥ I think that the most beautiful women I've ever met are the ones that know who they are, have stories to tell, ideas to share, wisdom to impart and love the skin they're in. No one can love us as we love ourselves. No one can take away our beauty and our dignity when we own those things. To me confident=beautiful. :: CeeCi

♥ I'd been feeling a little blue (for no particular reason) when I began thinking about things like attention, age and body image. Suddenly, it washed over me. I see people looking at me and I see them reacting. I began thinking about the times I notice the attention and realized its the days I'm strutting, the days I'm open and holding my head up. This got me to thinking further. How I perceive myself is what I show to others...People don't realize it, but they show the world everything about themselves in the way they move and act, in the words they say and the way they say them. A little confidence can lead to a lot of confidence. :: CeeCi

♥ When we believe in ourselves the world is an entirely different place and our place in it feels right and happy and healthy. :: CeeCi

♥ Remember that something incredibly wonderful is always possible!

♥ There are moments that are wonderful, if you let them be.

♥ Being distrustful put me in a very lonely place, a place filled with doubt and hypervigilance. I'm grateful I've learned to trust again, because in learning to do it, I learned to trust myself. :: CeeCi

♥ We're all a work in progress. I believe we will be until the day our lives end. Why fight it? I love the changes I experience. Some are certainly easier and more enjoyable than others, yet I wouldn't stop the process for any thing in the world. :: CeeCi

♥ We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly, but let us never lose sight of the reason for the journey, or miss the chance to see a rainbow on the way :: Gloria Gaither

♥ Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed :: Storm Jameson

♥ Love is everything. It is the reason we are here, and the wonder we take with us wherever we go.

♥ Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow :: Mary Anne Radmacher

♥ Just live in the moment, the moment you're in. Don't live two days from now. Don't live two hours in advance. Live now. And appreciate what you have now. Don't go any further. You have this moment. This second. Breathe it. Enjoy it. Live in it. :: Open Eyes

♥ Leap, and the net will appear.

♥ I've learnt that when we express our deepest feelings, even though we may stammer or be unable to find the right words, it always pays. It pays to be authentic.

♥ There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness :: Carl Jung

♥ I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, myth is more potent than history, dreams are more powerful than facts, hope always triumphs over experience, laughter is the cure for grief, love is stronger than death :: Robert Fulghum

♥ You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizon. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about, the more you have left when anything happens. :: Ethel Barrymore

♥ Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. :: Carl Jung

♥ I will try to be as honest as I can with myself. That is all that is required of me. I'll keep admitting and opening my hidden box of fears, hurts and insecurities, again and again, until I know each one of them by their first name. :: Anu

♥ It struck me that there is amazing beauty everywhere. Does it matter where you are or who we're encountering? There is magic all around us. The fact that we're alive, the fact that we're living in this place and time. The fact that we've met the people we've met, all of it, every bit of it, only contributes to the wonder that is life. :: CeeCi

♥ No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the starts, or sailed to an uncharted land, or opened a new heaven to the human spirit. :: Helen Keller

♥ Half of doing anything is believing that you can.

♥ Often God has to shut a door in our face, so that he can subsequently open the door through which he wants us to go. :: Catherine Marshall

♥ Even if it burns a little low at times, the secret of life is to always keep the flame of hope alive.

♥ The three grand essentials of happiness are something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for.

♥ Some people will say that you are going the wrong way, when it is simply a way of your own.

♥ Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion. :: Martha Graham

♥ Life is a series of new beginnings, and in every ordinary moment there are a thousand miracles to behold.

♥ Don't let the approval of others determine your belief in yourself.

♥ When it's all said and done, when all the opinions have been uttered, preached, shouted, and shared, there is only one thing we can do: From this moment on...love.

♥ When you're stuck in a spiral, to change all aspects of the spin you need only to change one thing. :: Christina Baldwin

♥ You have to look for the joy. Look for the light of God that is hitting your life, and you will find sparkles you didn't know were there.

♥ Be the change you wish to see in the world... :: Gandhi

♥ Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

♥ We each have only a limited amount of time here. We have to do more with it - pay attention, explore, be open to all of life. Because we have only one chance, we have to make life seem longer than it really is. :: Viggo Mortensen

♥ Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible. :: Cadet Maxim

♥ Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore! Dream! Discover!

♥ What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? :: Unknown

♥ To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. :: David Viscott, M.D

♥ Right now it feels like:...no dream will ever remain unfulfilled...no desire will ever remain unanswered...no tear goes unnoticed and no effort wasted...the hills are alive and so are we...each moment is fresh and waiting to happen...and there will be garbage like situations all around...but it is upto us to light mud lamps in it...and glow in our own acceptance and appreciations... :: Anu

♥ I struggle with not feeling like I'm good enough at times. Usually, its because I'm pushing it too hard and have depleted my reserve. Yet, I know without a shadow of a doubt that no matter how heavy or thin, how young or old I appear to others it's what I feel on the inside that glows through. If I could give every person on this planet just one gift it would be the unwavering knowledge that they are beautiful and worthy of every good thing the universe holds. :: CeeCi

♥ It's easier to buy into the negative things we conjure about ourselves than the positive things. Knowing that is the first step towards changing the thoughts that keep us unhappy. With time moving forward, why stay trapped in the past? All we have is right here and right now, I intend to make the most of it! :: CeeCi