Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Gross creatures, fishing, boating, and other exciting stuff

Okay, I've just had my first three bad experiences in my apartment and they all happened within an hour of each other! And all three involve bugs! This scares the shit out of me! First a spider in the bathroom, and the ceilings are so high so I couldn't get it for about a half hour until it came down lower, and the little ugliest grossest creepy thing was so active and exploring the whole fucking ceiling before coming down low enough to kill. Second, a spider in the living room on the windowsill of the one open window, and I discovered it literally two minutes after first finding the bathroom spider and when I went to shut the window - I killed it by smashing the little fucker with my shoe. And third, and perhaps most disturbing of all, was some kind of speedy little asshole with tons of little legs, and it was racing around under my coffeetable and almost got under my couch but I slammed a book down on top of it.

Motherfucker, this isn't boding well - right now I'm thinking about how I'm going to put clear tape around every one of the screens in the whole apartment, and I also noticed a little hole in the floor near the corner in the kitchen so I'm going to put clear tape over that, and I'm thinking about the millions of other ways that they can get in an older place like this - and it's scaring the fucking shit out of me! I just know I'm going to dream of spiders and creepy-crawly things tonight, and even now I can't stop searching every inch of the room with my eyes!

But before discovering the spiders and centipede thing, I had a wonderful, fabulous day! Work was fun, and The Silly gave me a couple tickets to an opera that's playing tomorrow night at Ravinia, and the seats are amazing!!! I'm so ridiculously excited! I've never been to Ravinia and also never seen an opera, so it's going to be just perfect! But I'll be able to talk more about that tomorrow night, and post some pictures of Ravinia as well, of course. :) Yay! Oh, and The German thankfully said he'd go with me so I didn't have to search around for a date and feel like a loser.

Well anyway, around 2:30 in the afternoon The Meat, Freckles and I all headed over to the lake to do some fishing! It was absolutely the most perfect weather ever, around 70 degrees, perfectly sunny skies and a light breeze. I love love love that we got to go out and enjoy the day! And after a little while, Florida was able to get away and meet us, which I just loved! We all fished for a long time with two rods, but the fish weren't very hungry - but I caught one, a beautiful little Rock Bass! It actually didn't give any fight at all so I think maybe it wasn't very healthy. We of course threw it back, but not before I posed with it for a picture! I was a complete wuss though, and embarrassingly squealed like a little girl when I tried to hold it (and only with thumb and forefinger in its mouth). But I caught it and did finally manage to hold it! And even though we didn't catch any other fish, it was the best time just being with them all and being outside in the sun and by the water. [I've tried forever to put a picture of the rock bass in, but blogger is just fucking it up again. I'll try later to put it in, and a couple other pictures that I wanted to put in as well.]

And afterward, I walked back to work with The Meat and we got a chance to chat for a bit, which was very good because I could tell that something was bothering him and I was able to be a friend and just listen, and he was able to get it out. So even though it's nothing I can help him with at all (it's issues with his children), I hope that I helped a little by letting him talk about it. But I'm still bothered, because I just want him to be happy and I hate when something is weighing on him and making him feel blue. He deserves only the very best and to be happy and content and feel joy often. I wish I could do more to give him that.

Anyway, I left after just a bit to meet The German, who left work very early to get downtown at just after 5 p.m. And we went out on his boat! How fun was my day!?!! We motored out a little way and then put up the sails, but there was no wind so after awhile of waiting we motored out much further and again tried to sail, and again nothing. So we relied on the trusty motor and we buzzed all around - down near Oak Street Beach and over to North Avenue, and then back towards the harbor. We were out for over three hours, and it was such fun and just so incredibly cool to go out on a boat for a few hours after work! And the views are just amazing - Chicago is so pretty! Near the end, when the sun was completely down, I was freezing my ass off so I was so happy when we were safely back in the harbor. So - I still haven't sailed, but soon I will! The wind just has to cooperate a little!

Okay, so it was a very fun day! And I also talked to My Wonderful Friend Benji (MWFB) for a couple hours during the day, and even though he wasn't having a good day at all I was so happy to talk to him and be there for him. And tomorrow I am just so incredibly excited about the opera and about our fabulous seats in the pavilion, and about taking the metra and just about everything! I love having things to look forward to!

And now I'm going to get ready for bed, but I think I'm going to have to read something very happy in bed or else I won't be able to fall asleep for fear of fucking spiders and huge centipedes crawling in my bed - oh God, the idea is so awful I can't even possibly express it.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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Written by Caterpillar :: 6/13/2006 11:21:00 PM :: ::


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♥ I think that the most beautiful women I've ever met are the ones that know who they are, have stories to tell, ideas to share, wisdom to impart and love the skin they're in. No one can love us as we love ourselves. No one can take away our beauty and our dignity when we own those things. To me confident=beautiful. :: CeeCi

♥ I'd been feeling a little blue (for no particular reason) when I began thinking about things like attention, age and body image. Suddenly, it washed over me. I see people looking at me and I see them reacting. I began thinking about the times I notice the attention and realized its the days I'm strutting, the days I'm open and holding my head up. This got me to thinking further. How I perceive myself is what I show to others...People don't realize it, but they show the world everything about themselves in the way they move and act, in the words they say and the way they say them. A little confidence can lead to a lot of confidence. :: CeeCi

♥ When we believe in ourselves the world is an entirely different place and our place in it feels right and happy and healthy. :: CeeCi

♥ Remember that something incredibly wonderful is always possible!

♥ There are moments that are wonderful, if you let them be.

♥ Being distrustful put me in a very lonely place, a place filled with doubt and hypervigilance. I'm grateful I've learned to trust again, because in learning to do it, I learned to trust myself. :: CeeCi

♥ We're all a work in progress. I believe we will be until the day our lives end. Why fight it? I love the changes I experience. Some are certainly easier and more enjoyable than others, yet I wouldn't stop the process for any thing in the world. :: CeeCi

♥ We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly, but let us never lose sight of the reason for the journey, or miss the chance to see a rainbow on the way :: Gloria Gaither

♥ Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed :: Storm Jameson

♥ Love is everything. It is the reason we are here, and the wonder we take with us wherever we go.

♥ Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow :: Mary Anne Radmacher

♥ Just live in the moment, the moment you're in. Don't live two days from now. Don't live two hours in advance. Live now. And appreciate what you have now. Don't go any further. You have this moment. This second. Breathe it. Enjoy it. Live in it. :: Open Eyes

♥ Leap, and the net will appear.

♥ I've learnt that when we express our deepest feelings, even though we may stammer or be unable to find the right words, it always pays. It pays to be authentic.

♥ There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness :: Carl Jung

♥ I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, myth is more potent than history, dreams are more powerful than facts, hope always triumphs over experience, laughter is the cure for grief, love is stronger than death :: Robert Fulghum

♥ You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizon. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about, the more you have left when anything happens. :: Ethel Barrymore

♥ Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens. :: Carl Jung

♥ I will try to be as honest as I can with myself. That is all that is required of me. I'll keep admitting and opening my hidden box of fears, hurts and insecurities, again and again, until I know each one of them by their first name. :: Anu

♥ It struck me that there is amazing beauty everywhere. Does it matter where you are or who we're encountering? There is magic all around us. The fact that we're alive, the fact that we're living in this place and time. The fact that we've met the people we've met, all of it, every bit of it, only contributes to the wonder that is life. :: CeeCi

♥ No pessimist ever discovered the secrets of the starts, or sailed to an uncharted land, or opened a new heaven to the human spirit. :: Helen Keller

♥ Half of doing anything is believing that you can.

♥ Often God has to shut a door in our face, so that he can subsequently open the door through which he wants us to go. :: Catherine Marshall

♥ Even if it burns a little low at times, the secret of life is to always keep the flame of hope alive.

♥ The three grand essentials of happiness are something to do, someone to love, and something to hope for.

♥ Some people will say that you are going the wrong way, when it is simply a way of your own.

♥ Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. Great dancers are not great because of their technique, they are great because of their passion. :: Martha Graham

♥ Life is a series of new beginnings, and in every ordinary moment there are a thousand miracles to behold.

♥ Don't let the approval of others determine your belief in yourself.

♥ When it's all said and done, when all the opinions have been uttered, preached, shouted, and shared, there is only one thing we can do: From this moment on...love.

♥ When you're stuck in a spiral, to change all aspects of the spin you need only to change one thing. :: Christina Baldwin

♥ You have to look for the joy. Look for the light of God that is hitting your life, and you will find sparkles you didn't know were there.

♥ Be the change you wish to see in the world... :: Gandhi

♥ Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

♥ We each have only a limited amount of time here. We have to do more with it - pay attention, explore, be open to all of life. Because we have only one chance, we have to make life seem longer than it really is. :: Viggo Mortensen

♥ Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible. :: Cadet Maxim

♥ Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore! Dream! Discover!

♥ What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? :: Unknown

♥ To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. :: David Viscott, M.D

♥ Right now it feels like:...no dream will ever remain unfulfilled...no desire will ever remain unanswered...no tear goes unnoticed and no effort wasted...the hills are alive and so are we...each moment is fresh and waiting to happen...and there will be garbage like situations all around...but it is upto us to light mud lamps in it...and glow in our own acceptance and appreciations... :: Anu

♥ I struggle with not feeling like I'm good enough at times. Usually, its because I'm pushing it too hard and have depleted my reserve. Yet, I know without a shadow of a doubt that no matter how heavy or thin, how young or old I appear to others it's what I feel on the inside that glows through. If I could give every person on this planet just one gift it would be the unwavering knowledge that they are beautiful and worthy of every good thing the universe holds. :: CeeCi

♥ It's easier to buy into the negative things we conjure about ourselves than the positive things. Knowing that is the first step towards changing the thoughts that keep us unhappy. With time moving forward, why stay trapped in the past? All we have is right here and right now, I intend to make the most of it! :: CeeCi